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From the beginning of time there have been those rare women and men
 
From the beginning of time there have been those rare women and men
 
who, following their hearts great yearning, have answered the
 
who, following their hearts great yearning, have answered the
existential question of birth and death with realization of who they
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[[existential]] question of [[birth]] and [[death]] with [[realization]] of who they
 
truly are - who we all are. Pranama is such a one. He invites,
 
truly are - who we all are. Pranama is such a one. He invites,
cajoles, dares us to join the dance. Read his words, let them enter
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cajoles, dares us to join the [[dance]]. Read his words, let them enter
your heart and smash the taboo against unreasonable happiness. The
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your [[heart]] and smash the {{Wiki|taboo}} against unreasonable [[happiness]]. The
flame of being is passed from master to disciple in the great silence
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flame of being is passed from [[master]] to [[disciple]] in the great [[silence]]
of the heart - these words are an engraved invitation.
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of the [[heart]] - these words are an engraved invitation.
  
 
                                
 
                                
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"[[What is Tantra]]?"
 
"[[What is Tantra]]?"
 
    
 
    
an interview with Tantric Master Prem Pranama
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an interview with [[Tantric Master]] Prem Pranama
  
  
  
 
This interview occured in the summer of 1994. The interviewer, Ralph
 
This interview occured in the summer of 1994. The interviewer, Ralph
Abrams, has been a spiritual seeker for the last 25 years. He has
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Abrams, has been a [[spiritual]] seeker for the last 25 years. He has
worked with Swami Muktananda, Nisargadatta Maharaj, Chagdud Tulku,
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worked with [[Swami]] [[Muktananda]], [[Nisargadatta Maharaj]], [[Chagdud Tulku]],
Nagkpa Chogyum, Native American teachers and currently lives in the
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[[Nagkpa Chogyum]], Native [[American]] [[teachers]] and currently [[lives]] in the
Crazy Cloud Hermitage where he studies the Tantric path with Pranama.
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Crazy Cloud [[Hermitage]] where he studies the [[Tantric path]] with Pranama.
  
R: The word Tantra is thrown around quite a bit in spiritual circles
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R: The [[word]] [[Tantra]] is thrown around quite a bit in [[spiritual]] circles
 
these days, and it often means very different things. I'd like to
 
these days, and it often means very different things. I'd like to
start off with the simple question: What is Tantra?
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start off with the simple question: [[What is Tantra?]]
  
  
P: Tantra is the hot blood of spiritual practice. It smashes the taboo
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P: [[Tantra]] is the [[hot]] {{Wiki|blood}} of [[spiritual practice]]. It smashes the {{Wiki|taboo}}
against unreasonable happiness; a thunderbolt path, swift, joyful, and
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against unreasonable [[happiness]]; a [[thunderbolt]] [[path]], swift, [[joyful]], and
fierce.  There are many different types of paths. Some touch you like
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fierce.  There are many different types of [[paths]]. Some {{Wiki|touch}} you like
a gentle spring rain, but Tantra is the wild summer thunder storm
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a gentle spring [[rain]], but [[Tantra]] is the wild summer [[thunder]] storm
churning with creation, destruction, bliss and emptiness.  Tantra is a
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churning with creation, destruction, [[bliss]] and [[emptiness]][[Tantra]] is a
wild mother tiger - if you approach her with right motivation, right
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wild mother [[tiger]] - if you approach her with right [[motivation]], [[right intention]], and [[integrity]], she'll suckle you at her {{Wiki|breast}}; but if you
intention, and integrity, she'll suckle you at her breast; but if you
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come to her in a sloppy way, she'll rip apart your [[body-mind]], eat you
come to her in a sloppy way, she'll rip apart your body-mind, eat you
 
 
for dinner, and shit out what's left.
 
for dinner, and shit out what's left.
  
R: Wow!  I think that this sense of joyful abandon and the force and
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R: Wow!  I think that this [[sense]] of [[joyful]] abandon and the force and
bliss you've described would make the Tantric path attractive to many
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[[bliss]] you've described would make the [[Tantric path]] attractive to many
people.  Plus the fact that it is known to be a very swift path to
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[[people]].  Plus the fact that it is known to be a very swift [[path to enlightenment]].
enlightenment.
 
  
P.  Swift, yes.  But the Tantric Vajrayana path is complex and can be
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P.  Swift, yes.  But the [[Tantric]] [[Vajrayana path]] is complex and can be
dangerous.  It requires a strong, well integrated sense of self
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[[dangerous]].  It requires a strong, well integrated [[sense]] of [[self]]
prepared through careful preliminary practice. Otherwise it is
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prepared through careful [[preliminary practice]]. Otherwise it is
possible for the practitioner to make gross errors in judgment.  On
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possible for the [[practitioner]] to make gross errors in [[judgment]].  On
the Tantric path, it is perhaps easier to become the ultimate form of
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the [[Tantric path]], it is perhaps easier to become the [[Wikipedia:Absolute (philosophy)|ultimate]] [[form]] of
egohood and delusion than it is to become free. You can start off
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egohood and [[delusion]] than it is to become free. You can start off
intending to liberate the tyranny of ordinary appearance into
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intending to {{Wiki|liberate}} the tyranny of ordinary [[appearance]] into
primordial awareness and end up crystallizing the ego into
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[[primordial awareness]] and end up crystallizing the [[ego]] into
diamond-hard delusion. There is no authentic Tantra without profound
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diamond-hard [[delusion]]. There is no [[Wikipedia:Authenticity|authentic]] [[Tantra]] without profound
commitment, discipline, intelligence, courage, and a sense of wild,
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commitment, [[discipline]], [[intelligence]], [[courage]], and a [[sense]] of wild,
foolhardy, fearless abandon.
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foolhardy, [[fearless]] abandon.
  
 
R: Why is that? And why foolhardy abandon?
 
R: Why is that? And why foolhardy abandon?
  
P: Foolhardy because the path is for gamblers.  There is a beautiful
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P: Foolhardy because the [[path]] is for gamblers.  There is a beautiful
Rumi poem which speaks to this from the Sufi tradition.
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[[Rumi]] poem which speaks to this from the [[Wikipedia:Sufism|Sufi]] [[tradition]].
  
 
   
 
   
"Love is reckless; not reason.  Reason seeks a profit.  Love comes on
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"[[Love]] is reckless; not [[reason]][[Reason]] seeks a profit.  [[Love]] comes on
 
strong, consuming herself unabashed.
 
strong, consuming herself unabashed.
  
Yet in the midst of suffering love proceeds like a millstone, hard
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Yet in the midst of [[suffering]] [[love]] proceeds like a millstone, hard
 
surfaced and straight forward.
 
surfaced and straight forward.
  
Having died to self interest, she risks everything and asks for
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Having [[died]] to [[self]] [[interest]], she [[risks]] everything and asks for
nothing.  Love gambles away every gift God bestows.
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nothing.  [[Love]] gambles away every [[gift]] [[God]] bestows.
  
Without cause God gave us Being; without cause give it back again.
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Without [[cause]] [[God]] gave us Being; without [[cause]] give it back again.
Gambling yourself away is beyond any religion.
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[[Gambling]] yourself away is beyond any [[religion]].
  
Religion seeks grace and favor, but those who gamble these away are
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[[Religion]] seeks grace and favor, but those who gamble these away are
Gods favorites, for they neither put God to the test nor knock at the
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[[Gods]] favorites, for they neither put [[God]] to the test nor knock at the
 
door of gain and loss"
 
door of gain and loss"
 
          
 
          
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Tantra takes the jump into crazy wisdom by eliminating even God from
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[[Tantra]] takes the jump into [[crazy wisdom]] by eliminating even [[God]] from
the equation, leaving only the mystery with no ultimate attempt to
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the equation, leaving only the {{Wiki|mystery}} with no [[Wikipedia:Absolute (philosophy)|ultimate]] attempt to
define it. This is a path for those whose hearts are so wild that they
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define it. This is a [[path]] for those whose hearts are so wild that they
are ready to throw it all away on a hunch, for an intuition.
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are ready to throw it all away on a hunch, for an [[intuition]].
 
    
 
    
Discipline, courage, hard work and intelligence are required
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[[Discipline]], [[courage]], hard work and [[intelligence]] are required
because that is what any quest of the heart demands.  Tantra, which
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because that is what any quest of the [[heart]] demands.  [[Tantra]], which
molds the power of creation and ego into skillful means cutting
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molds the power of creation and [[ego]] into [[skillful means]] cutting
through delusion, requires careful preparation. We don't expect
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through [[delusion]], requires careful preparation. We don't expect
 
someone who just wants to play around now and then on a keyboard to
 
someone who just wants to play around now and then on a keyboard to
 
become a concert pianist. We don't expect someone to be able to get up
 
become a concert pianist. We don't expect someone to be able to get up
 
off the couch one day and run a four minute mile. Great tasks require
 
off the couch one day and run a four minute mile. Great tasks require
great effort.
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great [[effort]].
 
    
 
    
With Tantra we are taking the mind and body as cauldron, feeling,
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With [[Tantra]] we are taking the [[mind and body]] as cauldron, [[feeling]],
ego, elements and world as alchemical ingredients, and imagination
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[[ego]], [[elements]] and [[world]] as [[alchemical]] ingredients, and [[imagination]]
informed by divine power as catalyst; and we are accomplishing the
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informed by [[divine power]] as catalyst; and we are accomplishing the
great magical task of alchemical transformation. The base metal of
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great [[magical]] task of [[alchemical]] [[transformation]]. The base metal of
dualistic view becomes the infinitely valuable gold of pure and
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[[dualistic]] view becomes the infinitely valuable {{Wiki|gold}} of [[pure]] and
luminous awareness. Tantra is a path of tremendous power. This power
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[[luminous awareness]]. [[Tantra]] is a [[path]] of tremendous power. This power
 
is not easy to use without getting burned by it. Yet, at the same
 
is not easy to use without getting burned by it. Yet, at the same
time, it is a path of great joy.
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time, it is a [[path]] of great [[joy]].
 
    
 
    
If you're going to use poison, pleasure, and personality as the
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If you're going to use [[poison]], [[pleasure]], and [[personality]] as the
path, you have to be careful not to auto-destruct. In working with an
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[[path]], you have to be careful not to auto-destruct. In working with an
advanced sadhana (practice) such as Vajrakilaya, which is central to
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advanced [[sadhana]] (practice) such as [[Vajrakilaya]], which is central to
our lineage, powerful energies of psyche, nature, and the subtle
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our [[lineage]], powerful energies of [[Wikipedia:Psyche (psychology)|psyche]], [[nature]], and the {{Wiki|subtle}}
realms are harnessed. When such a powerful sadhana is introduced into
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[[realms]] are harnessed. When such a powerful [[sadhana]] is introduced into
one's system through authentic empowerment, it is not something to be
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one's system through [[Wikipedia:Authenticity|authentic]] [[empowerment]], it is not something to be
taken lightly. Let's say you re going to bring anger into the
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taken lightly. Let's say you re going to bring [[anger]] into the
path. It's a razor's edge between liberating anger into the wrathful
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[[path]]. It's a razor's edge between liberating [[anger]] into the [[wrathful]]
compassion of mirror like wisdom and just becoming an arrogant,
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[[compassion]] of [[mirror like wisdom]] and just becoming an [[arrogant]],
self-righteous prig. With Vajrakilaya, either you are actually
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self-righteous prig. With [[Vajrakilaya]], either you are actually
transforming your mind stream into this wisdom-being of great wrath
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[[transforming]] your [[mind stream]] into this wisdom-being of great [[wrath]]
and power, or you are just dressing up your egoistic anger in the
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and power, or you are just dressing up your [[egoistic]] [[anger]] in the
deitie's clothes. If Tantra is misused, the divine becomes a demon.
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[[deitie's]] [[clothes]]. If [[Tantra]] is misused, the [[divine]] becomes a {{Wiki|demon}}.
   When you work with the Tantric path, you are playing with a live
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When you work with the [[Tantric path]], you are playing with a live
 
wire. It s charged not with electricity, but with the power behind
 
wire. It s charged not with electricity, but with the power behind
creative force. Tantric sadhana deconstructs and constructs reality,
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creative force. [[Tantric]] [[sadhana]] deconstructs and constructs [[reality]],
as play, until the essence of reality becomes obvious.  Through the
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as play, until the [[essence of reality]] becomes obvious.  Through the
sadhanas, private non-realities interface with the public non-reality
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[[sadhanas]], private non-realities interface with the public [[non-reality]]
until you realize the true nature of both. You use illusion to cut
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until you realize the [[true nature]] of both. You use [[illusion]] to cut
through illusion.
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through [[illusion]].
  
 
R.  I am not sure I understand what you mean by public and private
 
R.  I am not sure I understand what you mean by public and private
non-realities. Are the images, energies, and beings worked with in the
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non-realities. Are the images, energies, and [[beings]] worked with in the
 
practices real or not? Could you elaborate on that bit?
 
practices real or not? Could you elaborate on that bit?
  
P.  The basis of all this lies in an understanding of Dharmakaya and
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P.  The [[basis of all]] this lies in an [[understanding]] of [[Dharmakaya]] and
sunyata, "the realm of essence" and "emptiness". The Dharmakaya is not
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[[sunyata]], "the [[realm]] of [[essence]]" and "[[emptiness]]". The [[Dharmakaya]] is not
a place or even a state of being or consciousness. Dharmakaya is the
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a place or even a [[state of being]] or [[consciousness]]. [[Dharmakaya]] is the
field of pure potential, which is exploding into actualized energy and
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field of [[pure]] potential, which is exploding into actualized [[energy]] and
matter at every moment. Each object or thing, even in its "thingness",
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{{Wiki|matter}} at every [[moment]]. Each [[object]] or thing, even in its "thingness",
is still in essence characterized by this field of potentiality. In
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is still in [[essence]] characterized by this field of potentiality. In
other words, each "thing" is empty of permanent characteristics; its
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other words, each "thing" is [[empty]] of [[permanent]] [[characteristics]]; its
characteristics share the quality of pure dynamic potentiality and are
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[[characteristics]] share the [[quality]] of [[pure]] dynamic potentiality and are
always tending towards the expression of that potential via constant
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always tending towards the expression of that potential via [[constant]]
change and transformation.
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change and [[transformation]].
   All worlds and fields of perception explode from this pure
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potentiality, which is also pure awareness or emptiness. This essence,
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All [[worlds]] and fields of [[perception]] explode from this [[pure]]
this emptiness, is unspeakable and is not any thing at all. And yet it
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potentiality, which is also [[pure awareness]] or [[emptiness]]. This [[essence]],
is the dynamic matrix from which all of this (waving his arm about the
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this [[emptiness]], is unspeakable and is not any thing at all. And yet it
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is the dynamic [[matrix]] from which all of this (waving his arm about the
 
room) arises, and of which all of this is a presentation, and into
 
room) arises, and of which all of this is a presentation, and into
 
which all this returns.
 
which all this returns.
   This explosion of essence creates fields of energetic
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perception. This energy is conditioned into forms by the play of cause
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and effect. These forms are our world and our self. The world, and all
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This explosion of [[essence]] creates fields of energetic
worlds, are coincident with the essence of awareness, which is
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[[perception]]. This [[energy]] is [[conditioned]] into [[forms]] by the play of [[cause and effect]]. These [[forms]] are our [[world]] and our [[self]]. The [[world]], and all
birthless and deathless and utterly free of the implications of form
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[[worlds]], are coincident with the [[essence of awareness]], which is
and limit. The manifest world is not other than essence, but essence
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birthless and {{Wiki|deathless}} and utterly free of the implications of [[form]]
is not limited to the shape or conditions of the manifest worlds. One
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and limit. The [[manifest]] [[world]] is not other than [[essence]], but [[essence]]
might say that the world and all worlds are held together as form by
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is not limited to the shape or [[conditions]] of the [[manifest]] [[worlds]]. One
the conditioned and habitual intent of consciousness. Our particular
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might say that the [[world]] and all [[worlds]] are held together as [[form]] by
world is held together by the intent of human beings. The worlds of
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the [[conditioned]] and habitual intent of [[consciousness]]. Our particular
other beings are held by the force of their conditioned intent.
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[[world]] is held together by the intent of [[human beings]]. The [[worlds]] of
   The structures of existence are not "real" in any ultimate
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other [[beings]] are held by the force of their [[conditioned]] intent.
sense. They are public non-realities, playful dreams shaped out of
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essence and molded in form. They are the radiance of pure
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The structures of [[existence]] are not "real" in any [[Wikipedia:Absolute (philosophy)|ultimate]]
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[[sense]]. They are public non-realities, playful [[dreams]] shaped out of
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[[essence]] and molded in [[form]]. They are the radiance of [[pure]]
 
potentiality, momentarily given shape by intent and held in a
 
potentiality, momentarily given shape by intent and held in a
seemingly cohesive pattern by karma or patterned habitualized
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seemingly cohesive pattern by [[karma]] or patterned habitualized
consciousness. A Tantric yogi shatters the tyranny of ordinary
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[[consciousness]]. A [[Tantric yogi]] shatters the tyranny of ordinary
appearance - the forgetting of how things took on their seemingly real
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[[appearance]] - the {{Wiki|forgetting}} of how things took on their seemingly real
forms - by molding new structures of existence - private
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[[forms]] - by molding new structures of [[existence]] - private
 
non-realities.
 
non-realities.
   We are not talking here about "creative visualization" in the sense
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generally used. Imagination is, generally, simply mind forms within
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the public non-reality. We are talking about the actual deconstruction
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We are not talking here about "creative [[visualization]]" in the [[sense]]
of the building blocks of reality and reconstruction of
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generally used. [[Imagination]] is, generally, simply [[mind]] [[forms]] within
alternatives. Both public and private non-realities are conditioned
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the public [[non-reality]]. We are talking about the actual deconstruction
forms of consciousness. By enacting the process of creation and
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of the building blocks of [[reality]] and reconstruction of
destruction in the private non-reality the unquestioned authortiy and
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alternatives. Both public and private non-realities are [[conditioned]]
permanence of the public non-reality is undermined. Through the
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[[forms]] of [[consciousness]]. By enacting the process of creation and
process of advanced Tantric sadhana one is able to recognize the
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destruction in the private [[non-reality]] the unquestioned authortiy and
ground of intrinsic awareness within all conditioned forms. This
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[[permanence]] of the public [[non-reality]] is undermined. Through the
realization allows one to live as intrinsic awareness and recognize
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process of advanced [[Tantric]] [[sadhana]] one is able to [[recognize]] the
all arising as ornaments of that awareness.
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ground of [[intrinsic awareness]] within all [[conditioned]] [[forms]]. This
   The idea of Tantra is not identification with endless new
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[[realization]] allows one to live as [[intrinsic awareness]] and [[recognize]]
conditioned forms of awareness and color.  The point is to slip
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all [[arising]] as ornaments of that [[awareness]].
between the cracks into the matrix of pure potentiality itself. The
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goal is not achievement of unusual states it is to recognize your
 
primordial intrinsic nature in all appearence. Then all appearance has
 
the single taste of bliss and wisdom. That's not the end either it's
 
the beginning of endless play.
 
  
RThat goes quite a bit beyond the general view of Tantra as merely
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The [[idea]] of [[Tantra]] is not identification with [[endless]] new
a way of advanced self-help rather than a profoundly magical or
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[[conditioned]] [[forms]] of [[awareness]] and {{Wiki|color}}The point is to slip
transcendental practice. But isn't it also true that Tantra (in this
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between the cracks into the [[matrix]] of [[pure]] potentiality itself. The
radical form) works with the ordinary emotions and everyday problems?
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goal is not [[achievement]] of unusual states it is to [[recognize]] your
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[[primordial]] [[intrinsic nature]] in all appearence. Then all [[appearance]] has
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the single {{Wiki|taste}} of [[bliss]] and [[wisdom]]. That's not the end either it's
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the beginning of [[endless]] play.
  
P.  There are no ordinary emotions and everyday problems. That's the
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R.  That goes quite a bit beyond the general view of [[Tantra]] as merely
point.  Being is the natural luminous quality of this matrix of pure
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a way of advanced self-help rather than a profoundly [[magical]] or
potential and Being presents itself in the play of existence. The
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[[transcendental]] practice. But isn't it also true that [[Tantra]] (in this
bliss-mad radiance of pure awareness plays in the colors of Being. The
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radical [[form]]) works with the ordinary [[emotions]] and everyday problems?
world and your own body, your mind and your energies are nothing other
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P.  There are no ordinary [[emotions]] and everyday problems. That's the
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point.  Being is the natural {{Wiki|luminous}} [[quality]] of this [[matrix]] of [[pure]]
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potential and Being presents itself in the play of [[existence]]. The
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bliss-mad radiance of [[pure awareness]] plays in the colors of Being. The
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[[world]] and your [[own]] [[body]], your [[mind]] and your energies are nothing other
 
than the natural communicative thrust of limitlessness.  There is
 
than the natural communicative thrust of limitlessness.  There is
 
absolutely nothing ordinary about anything.
 
absolutely nothing ordinary about anything.
   When the colors of Being are read through the distortions of
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dualistic view, they appear as emotions and confusion, and one is
 
bound in the tyranny of ordinary appearance.  Being freed from
 
distorted view plays as feeling and clarity in the wild and raucous
 
romp of manifestation. When the true nature of every event is
 
recognized, even the most seemingly mundane moment will hold such
 
great beauty that it will shatter the mind.
 
  Tantra's power lies in its ability to recognize the poisons of ego
 
as distortions of the qualities of enlightenment.  The practices
 
transform these distortions or, depending on one's capacity,
 
spontaneously liberate dualistic distorted view into its own true
 
nature. For Tantra the stuff of body, emotion and mind, ordinary
 
emotions and events are the essential ingredients needed for the
 
alchemical transformation of distorted view into Buddhahood.
 
  
R.  You mention Being's appearance as a play of colors, and that
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When the colors of Being are read through the [[distortions]] of
intrigues me. So often Being is described as clear light or white
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[[dualistic]] view, they appear as [[emotions]] and [[confusion]], and one is
light. Non-dual realization seems to be a one dimensional and one
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[[bound]] in the tyranny of ordinary [[appearance]].  Being freed from
flavor thing, whereas this seems to have depth.
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distorted view plays as [[feeling]] and clarity in the wild and raucous
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romp of [[manifestation]]. When the [[true nature]] of every event is
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[[recognized]], even the most seemingly [[mundane]] [[moment]] will hold such
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great [[beauty]] that it will shatter the [[mind]].
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[[Tantra's]] power lies in its ability to [[recognize]] the [[poisons]] of [[ego]]
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as [[distortions]] of the qualities of [[enlightenment]].  The practices
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[[transform]] these [[distortions]] or, depending on one's capacity,
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spontaneously {{Wiki|liberate}} [[dualistic]] distorted view into its [[own]] [[true nature]]. For [[Tantra]] the stuff of [[body]], [[emotion]] and [[mind]], ordinary
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[[emotions]] and events are the [[essential]] ingredients needed for the
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[[alchemical]] [[transformation]] of distorted view into [[Buddhahood]].
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R.  You mention Being's [[appearance]] as a play of colors, and that
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intrigues me. So often Being is described as [[clear light]] or [[white light]]. [[Non-dual]] [[realization]] seems to be a one dimensional and one
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{{Wiki|flavor}} thing, whereas this seems to have depth.
  
 
P.  Light broken open by a prism displays the colors that are always
 
P.  Light broken open by a prism displays the colors that are always
its nature. Its essence is clear light and its nature is to manifest
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its [[nature]]. Its [[essence]] is [[clear light]] and its [[nature]] is to [[manifest]]
as the colors of the rainbow. Pure awareness is completely transparent
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as the colors of the [[rainbow]]. [[Pure awareness]] is completely transparent
like a sheet of glass. But when broken open, it displays the rainbow
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like a sheet of glass. But when broken open, it displays the [[rainbow]]
of colors or flavors that are the substance of manifestation. Pure
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of colors or [[flavors]] that are the [[substance]] of [[manifestation]]. [[Pure awareness]] and the colors of Being are not in [[opposition]] or even in any
awareness and the colors of Being are not in opposition or even in any
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way two. They are aspects of [[singleness]]. So many [[spiritual]] [[paths]]
way two. They are aspects of singleness. So many spiritual paths
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inherently, though often subtly, negate [[world]], [[body]], and
inherently, though often subtly, negate world, body, and
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[[existence]]. They are always seeking to get elsewhere into the "{{Wiki|light}}"
existence. They are always seeking to get elsewhere into the "light"
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failing to [[recognize]] that all is {{Wiki|light}}.
failing to recognize that all is light.
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   Spiritual systems often misinterpret bondage as resulting from
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being in form rather than from wrong view. Because of this, they
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[[Spiritual]] systems often misinterpret bondage as resulting from
wrongly assume that enlightenment means to be abstracted out of form
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being in [[form]] rather than from [[wrong view]]. Because of this, they
into subtle realms or "pure" awareness. These spiritual systems try to
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wrongly assume that [[enlightenment]] means to be abstracted out of [[form]]
negate form and dissolve, or return, into the pre-form matrix of pure
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into {{Wiki|subtle}} [[realms]] or "[[pure]]" [[awareness]]. These [[spiritual]] systems try to
 +
negate [[form]] and dissolve, or return, into the pre-form [[matrix]] of [[pure]]
 
potentiality. This is possible and that radical act of transcending
 
potentiality. This is possible and that radical act of transcending
form is most blissful - but it is not enlightenment. Form and formless
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[[form]] is most [[blissful]] - but it is not [[enlightenment]]. [[Form]] and [[formless]]
are not two; they are a single mystery. These systems are
+
are not two; they are a single {{Wiki|mystery}}. These systems are
spiritualized forms of the dualistic delusion. Tantra, which in its
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spiritualized [[forms]] of the [[dualistic]] [[delusion]]. [[Tantra]], which in its
true form is Advaitic (or non-dual), transcends this
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true [[form]] is [[Advaitic]] (or [[non-dual]]), {{Wiki|transcends}} this
limitation. Tantra is wisdom gone wild embracing the totality of what
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limitation. [[Tantra]] is [[wisdom gone wild]] embracing the {{Wiki|totality}} of what
 
is.
 
is.
   With Tantra you are not getting somewhere; you are just waking up
+
    
to the true nature of things as they are. The colors inherent in clear
+
 
light are not other than the light. The display whereby Being presents
+
With [[Tantra]] you are not getting somewhere; you are just waking up
its limitless mystery is not other than the birthless and deathless
+
to the [[true nature of things]] as they are. The colors [[inherent]] in [[clear light]] are not other than the {{Wiki|light}}. The display whereby Being presents
pure mystery from which Being comes..
+
its [[limitless]] {{Wiki|mystery}} is not other than the birthless and {{Wiki|deathless}}
 +
[[pure]] {{Wiki|mystery}} from which Being comes..
  
R.  It's interesting that you mention Advaita. I recently read
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R.  It's [[interesting]] that you mention [[Wikipedia:Advaita Vedanta|Advaita]]. I recently read
Poonjaji, an Advaitic master. He advocates no practice. Form is
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[[Poonjaji]], an [[Advaitic]] [[master]]. He advocates no practice. [[Form]] is
illusion and every action by the illusory self adds to
+
[[illusion]] and every [[action]] by the [[illusory]] [[self]] adds to
unenlightenment. What do you think of that.
+
[[unenlightenment]]. What do you think of that.
  
P: Well, I have great respect for the traditional forms of Advaita. I
+
P: Well, I have great [[respect]] for the [[traditional]] [[forms]] of [[Wikipedia:Advaita Vedanta|Advaita]]. I
have always been intimately connected with Ramana Maharshi, and the
+
have always been intimately connected with [[Ramana Maharshi]], and the
path that I teach is "Advaitic Tantrayana". On the other hand, there are
+
[[path]] that I teach is "[[Advaitic]] [[Tantrayana]]". On the other hand, there are
 
some serious problems and limitations with the talking school of
 
some serious problems and limitations with the talking school of
Advaita versus the various practice schools such as Tantra.
+
[[Wikipedia:Advaita Vedanta|Advaita]] versus the various practice schools such as [[Tantra]].
  
 
R: What do you mean by "talking school"?
 
R: What do you mean by "talking school"?
  
P: Talking schools are those that understand that delusion is only an
+
P: Talking schools are those that understand that [[delusion]] is only an
illusion and all that you need to do is understand the illusion to be
+
[[illusion]] and all that you need to do is understand the [[illusion]] to be
 
free of it. Because all you need to do is understand, then all I need
 
free of it. Because all you need to do is understand, then all I need
to do as master is explain the truth to you, and all you need to do is
+
to do as [[master]] is explain the [[truth]] to you, and all you need to do is
listen and you will "get it". The problem is that this is a superficial
+
listen and you will "get it". The problem is that this is a [[superficial]]
grasp of understanding. Understanding in the talking school is
+
[[grasp]] of [[understanding]]. [[Understanding]] in the talking school is
considered a primarily mental act. I talk; you listen. In truth
+
considered a primarily [[mental]] act. I talk; you listen. In [[truth]]
understanding is a whole body act. You must understand with the cells
+
[[understanding]] is a whole [[body]] act. You must understand with the {{Wiki|cells}}
of your body, your mind and your feelings. Listening involves a
+
of your [[body]], your [[mind]] and your [[feelings]]. Listening involves a
profound action of the entire self. This action is what practice
+
profound [[action]] of the entire [[self]]. This [[action]] is what practice
is. Spiritual practice is the act of listening to the teaching with
+
is. [[Spiritual practice]] is the act of listening to the [[teaching]] with
the whole body.
+
the whole [[body]].
   There are fundamental differences between a teacher, even an
+
    
awakened one, and a master. Poonjaji is a teacher. He speaks about
+
 
Truth very nicely, though he suffers a bit from the delusion of
+
There are fundamental differences between a [[teacher]], even an
viewing form as illusion rather than presentation of the formless. Due
+
[[awakened one]], and a [[master]]. [[Poonjaji]] is a [[teacher]]. He speaks about
to this he lacks the skillful means needed to deal with the actual
+
[[Truth]] very nicely, though he [[suffers]] a bit from the [[delusion]] of
roots of delusion. He lacks the skillful means to communicate with the
+
viewing [[form]] as [[illusion]] rather than presentation of the [[formless]]. Due
whole bodily being rather just the mind. In a recent interview he said
+
to this he lacks the [[skillful means]] needed to deal with the actual
that he teaches the pure Truth - some get it, some don't, and he doesn t
+
[[roots]] of [[delusion]]. He lacks the [[skillful means]] to {{Wiki|communicate}} with the
know why.  That's the difference between a teacher and a master: A
+
whole [[bodily]] being rather just the [[mind]]. In a recent interview he said
master knows why and can deal skillfully with the causes.  A master is
+
that he teaches the [[pure]] [[Truth]] - some get it, some don't, and he doesn t
willing to deal with delusion on its own ground if necessary.  He or
+
know why.  That's the difference between a [[teacher]] and a [[master]]: A
she is willing to take on the dragon in its cave, even if the dragon
+
[[master]] [[knows]] why and can deal skillfully with the [[causes]].  A [[master]] is
is only an illusion.
+
willing to deal with [[delusion]] on its [[own]] ground if necessary.  He or
   The teachers of the endless talk no practice school go on to say
+
she is willing to take on the [[dragon]] in its [[cave]], even if the [[dragon]]
"open your eyes and see the beautiful sunset. You do not need to do
+
is only an [[illusion]].
anything, add anything to yourself. Just open your eyes". While it is
+
    
 +
 
 +
The [[teachers]] of the [[endless]] talk no practice school go on to say
 +
"open your [[eyes]] and see the beautiful sunset. You do not need to do
 +
anything, add anything to yourself. Just open your [[eyes]]". While it is
 
true that you don't need to add anything, the problem is that your
 
true that you don't need to add anything, the problem is that your
eyes are shut and you are wearing a blindfold. You open your eyes and
+
[[eyes]] are shut and you are wearing a blindfold. You open your [[eyes]] and
see nothing. These teachers do not see you because they are too busy
+
see nothing. These [[teachers]] do not see you because they are too busy
admiring their own "non-dualism".
+
admiring their [[own]] "[[non-dualism]]".
   The teachers of the Advaita talking school do in fact give
+
    
 +
 
 +
The [[teachers]] of the [[Wikipedia:Advaita Vedanta|Advaita]] talking school do in fact give
 
practices. They give the very difficult practice of pre-verbal inquiry
 
practices. They give the very difficult practice of pre-verbal inquiry
 
which works once you have taken off your blindfold. But until then it
 
which works once you have taken off your blindfold. But until then it
leaves you stranded. All too often people make sense of the words and
+
leaves you stranded. All too often [[people]] make [[sense]] of the words and
develop conceptual enlightenment. You understand the description of
+
develop {{Wiki|conceptual}} [[enlightenment]]. You understand the description of
the sunset so well that you think you are seeing it, even though you
+
the sunset so well that you think you are [[seeing]] it, even though you
are still wearing a blindfold and have your eyes closed. People in
+
are still wearing a blindfold and have your [[eyes]] closed. [[People]] in
this condition even go on to become teachers of the talking school,
+
this [[condition]] even go on to become [[teachers]] of the talking school,
endlessly describing the imagined sunset to others. I am sure that it
+
endlessly describing the [[imagined]] sunset to others. I am sure that it
is based on my Tantric predilection for wisdom gone wild, my delight
+
is based on my [[Tantric]] predilection for [[wisdom gone wild]], my [[delight]]
in manifestation, but I often find these Advaitic teachers a little
+
in [[manifestation]], but I often find these [[Advaitic]] [[teachers]] a little
 
prissy. They are unable to enjoy the game, unable to enjoy the madness
 
prissy. They are unable to enjoy the game, unable to enjoy the madness
and wildness of existence. There is no space for non-dual dualism in
+
and wildness of [[existence]]. There is no [[space]] for [[non-dual]] [[dualism]] in
their non-dualism.
+
their [[non-dualism]].
  
R: That clears up some confusion about Advaita which I hadn't quite
+
R: That clears up some [[confusion]] about [[Wikipedia:Advaita Vedanta|Advaita]] which I hadn't quite
been able to put into words.  You mentioned Ramana Maharshi. As I
+
been able to put into words.  You mentioned [[Ramana Maharshi]]. As I
understand it your path was not originally Tantric.  I would be
+
understand it your [[path]] was not originally [[Tantric]].  I would be
interested in hearing about how you evolved into this style of
+
[[interested]] in hearing about how you evolved into this style of
practice and teaching. What led you to awakening and to teaching the
+
practice and [[teaching]]. What led you to [[awakening]] and to [[teaching]] the
 
way that you do?
 
way that you do?
  
P: My introduction and initiation into the world of Tantra began with
+
P: My introduction and [[initiation]] into the [[world]] of [[Tantra]] began with
a naked menstruating woman in the University of Michigan's graduate
+
a naked menstruating woman in the {{Wiki|University}} of Michigan's graduate
school library. She danced and sang and placed her bleeding cunt over
+
school library. She danced and [[sang]] and placed her bleeding cunt over
my mouth and I drank from that source the nectar of immortality, the
+
my {{Wiki|mouth}} and I drank from that source the [[nectar of immortality]], the
liquid union of bliss and emptiness.  She was the Vajra Dakini Yeshe
+
liquid union of [[bliss]] and [[emptiness]].  She was the [[Vajra Dakini]] [[Yeshe Tso-gyal]], Mother of my true [[life]]. But that is the end of the story and
Tso-gyal, Mother of my true life. But that is the end of the story and
+
was not planned, asked for, or expected. For most of my [[spiritual]]
was not planned, asked for, or expected. For most of my spiritual
+
journey I had nothing to do with [[Tantra]] nor wanted to.
journey I had nothing to do with Tantra nor wanted to.
+
    
   My own spiritual work began in the Gurdjieff system. Gurdjieff was
+
 
influenced by Tantric teachings though more strongly influenced by the
+
My [[own]] [[spiritual]] work began in the [[Gurdjieff]] system. [[Gurdjieff]] was
Sufi schools. In his system I found a concrete practical method for
+
influenced by [[Tantric teachings]] though more strongly influenced by the
working with the habitual conditioning of my body, mind, and
+
[[Wikipedia:Sufism|Sufi]] schools. In his system I found a concrete {{Wiki|practical}} method for
emotions. I got to see myself without any veneer.  It was in this
+
working with the habitual {{Wiki|conditioning}} of my [[body]], [[mind]], and
 +
[[emotions]]. I got to see myself without any veneer.  It was in this
 
school that I began to truly crystallize the wish to grow and forge it
 
school that I began to truly crystallize the wish to grow and forge it
into a center of gravity that could begin to pull the unintegrated
+
into a center of {{Wiki|gravity}} that could begin to pull the unintegrated
parts of the self into a unified whole.
+
parts of the [[self]] into a unified whole.
   After some time I began to find that certain axioms on which the
+
    
 +
 
 +
After some time I began to find that certain axioms on which the
 
work depended were, for me, limited in their view. Given the lack of
 
work depended were, for me, limited in their view. Given the lack of
anyone I considered a true Master, I resumed my search for a system
+
anyone I considered a true [[Master]], I resumed my search for a system
that could take me farther. I visited many different teachers and
+
that could take me farther. I visited many different [[teachers]] and
 
communities, read enormous amounts, and engaged in a variety of rather
 
communities, read enormous amounts, and engaged in a variety of rather
 
extreme experiments on myself. Eventually I encountered the work of
 
extreme experiments on myself. Eventually I encountered the work of
the enigmatic and rascally Master Osho.  My meeting with Osho, who was
+
the enigmatic and rascally [[Master]] [[Osho]].  My meeting with [[Osho]], who was
called Bhagwan at that time, awakened my heart into intense ecstasy
+
called [[Bhagwan]] at that time, [[awakened]] my [[heart]] into intense [[ecstasy]]
and devotion. It also began a long period of powerful visionary
+
and [[devotion]]. It also began a long period of powerful [[visionary experiences]] that centered on the [[Virgin Mary]] and the [[Goddess]] [[Kali]].
experiences that centered on the Virgin Mary and the Goddess Kali.
+
    
   For me devotion was an instant and natural though hard path often
+
 
filled with confusion.  My heart exploded in love. The Guru is the
+
For me [[devotion]] was an instant and natural though hard [[path]] often
trigger. The Guru is the object that the devotee uses as an excuse to
+
filled with [[confusion]].  My [[heart]] exploded in [[love]]. The [[Guru]] is the
slip through the boundaries of ordinary feeling. I learned, in a trial
+
trigger. The [[Guru]] is the [[object]] that the [[devotee]] uses as an excuse to
by fire, that irresponsible devotion to the master always ends in
+
slip through the [[boundaries]] of ordinary [[feeling]]. I learned, in a trial
serious suffering. In other words the Guru ain t your daddy, the Guru
+
by [[fire]], that irresponsible [[devotion]] to the [[master]] always ends in
is an introduction to your own nature. What is most important is that
+
serious [[suffering]]. In other words the [[Guru]] ain t your daddy, the [[Guru]]
I did learn, and over time the love that Bhagwan awoke in me matured
+
is an introduction to your [[own]] [[nature]]. What is most important is that
into non-dual inquiry.
+
I did learn, and over time the [[love]] that [[Bhagwan]] awoke in me matured
   One day all the energy that had been pouring outward in love for
+
into [[non-dual]] inquiry.
 +
    
 +
 
 +
One day all the [[energy]] that had been pouring outward in [[love]] for
 
five years simply stopped and began to move inward.  This process was
 
five years simply stopped and began to move inward.  This process was
fundamentally Ramana Maharshi's question "Who am I"?.  Who is the one
+
fundamentally [[Ramana Maharshi's]] question "Who am I"?.  Who is the one
who experiences all experience?  This process cuts through all
+
who [[experiences]] all [[experience]]?  This process cuts through all
hierarchy of "higher" or "lower" experience by cutting to the root of
+
{{Wiki|hierarchy}} of "higher" or "lower" [[experience]] by cutting to the [[root]] of
all experience. Each time I sat down it was like a vortex of energy
+
all [[experience]]. Each time I sat down it was like a vortex of [[energy]]
moving into expanding fields of silence.  I would feel this vortex and
+
moving into expanding fields of [[silence]].  I would [[feel]] this vortex and
rest in it. It would draw me into deeper and deeper states of silence
+
rest in it. It would draw me into deeper and deeper states of [[silence]]
from where I would engage pre-verbal inquiry. What had been ecstasy
+
from where I would engage pre-verbal inquiry. What had been [[ecstasy]]
and love before was now recognized as a womb-like place of silence.
+
and [[love]] before was now [[recognized]] as a womb-like place of [[silence]].
   When I started the meditative phase of my practice, all the visions
+
    
stopped short. Previously they were explosions of love, and they kind
+
 
of rode on the outflowing energy of devotion, my interest in them
+
When I started the [[meditative]] phase of my practice, all the [[visions]]
fueling their appearance.  Very late in the silent phase of practice,
+
stopped short. Previously they were explosions of [[love]], and they kind
several months before my own awakening, a new series of visionary
+
of rode on the outflowing [[energy]] of [[devotion]], my [[interest]] in them
experiences began. Visions of Yeshe Tso-gyal, Queen of the Lake of
+
fueling their [[appearance]].  Very late in the [[silent]] phase of practice,
Awareness, Mother of Pure Pleasure. These visions exploded from the
+
several months before my [[own]] [[awakening]], a new series of [[visionary experiences]] began. [[Visions]] of [[Yeshe Tso-gyal]], [[Queen]] of the Lake of
depths of emptiness and silence.
+
[[Awareness]], Mother of [[Pure]] [[Pleasure]]. These [[visions]] exploded from the
   One morning, after I had finished my practice, I went to the
+
depths of [[emptiness]] and [[silence]].
library to study Sufi texts.  I was reading two volumes of Rumi's
+
    
works.  As I was walking towards the library, I had a feeling that was
+
 
familiar from previous visionary experiences.  It was an intense
+
One morning, after I had finished my practice, I went to the
pleasurable sensation that pushed out from the center of my body, from
+
library to study [[Wikipedia:Sufism|Sufi]] texts.  I was reading two volumes of Rumi's
my heart, towards my skin, though this time it seemed to open forth
+
works.  As I was walking towards the library, I had a [[feeling]] that was
from silent space. I felt giddy and drunk. I looked up and for a
+
familiar from previous [[visionary experiences]].  It was an intense
moment I could swear I saw the outline of a dancing woman standing in
+
[[pleasurable]] [[sensation]] that pushed out from the center of my [[body]], from
the air above the library.  She was huge!  Maybe three hundred feet
+
my [[heart]], towards my {{Wiki|skin}}, though this time it seemed to open forth
 +
from [[silent]] [[space]]. I felt giddy and drunk. I looked up and for a
 +
[[moment]] I could [[swear]] I saw the outline of a [[dancing]] woman [[standing]] in
 +
the [[air]] above the library.  She was huge!  Maybe three hundred feet
 
tall.
 
tall.
   The vision lasted for a second, and I went in and began reading on
+
    
 +
 
 +
The [[vision]] lasted for a second, and I went in and began reading on
 
the nearly deserted fourth floor.  The longer I sat, the more intense
 
the nearly deserted fourth floor.  The longer I sat, the more intense
 
this vibration became.  I knew this process very well, and I knew it
 
this vibration became.  I knew this process very well, and I knew it
would lead to a feeling of such intensity, that the ordinary world
+
would lead to a [[feeling]] of such intensity, that the ordinary [[world]]
around me would black out. This feeling of ecstatic drunkenness gets
+
around me would black out. This [[feeling]] of {{Wiki|ecstatic}} drunkenness gets
 
stronger and stronger as if it's resonating more and more swiftly
 
stronger and stronger as if it's resonating more and more swiftly
through the entire body.  At a certain point visionary experience
+
through the entire [[body]].  At a certain point [[visionary experience]]
outshines the "ordinary" world.
+
outshines the "ordinary" [[world]].
   I found myself in a cemetery.  A woman approached.  She was naked,
+
    
except for some bone ornaments. She was singing and dancing a tune of
+
 
haunting melody, which I later discovered was the mantra of her
+
I found myself in a [[cemetery]].  A woman approached.  She was naked,
consort Padmasambhava: Om Ah Hung Vajra Guru Padma Siddhi Hung!
+
except for some [[bone ornaments]]. She was singing and [[dancing]] a tune of
   I was entranced, simultaneously with ecstatic love and an absolute
+
haunting melody, which I later discovered was the [[mantra]] of her
feeling of overwhelming sexual desire so strong that I was sure I
+
[[consort]] [[Padmasambhava]]: [[Om Ah Hung Vajra Guru Padma Siddhi Hung]]!
would die from it. She danced around me and then swiftly stood
+
    
 +
I was entranced, simultaneously with {{Wiki|ecstatic}} [[love]] and an [[absolute]]
 +
[[feeling]] of overwhelming [[sexual desire]] so strong that I was sure I
 +
would [[die]] from it. She danced around me and then swiftly stood
 
directly in front of me placing her genitals over my face. Her vagina
 
directly in front of me placing her genitals over my face. Her vagina
was over my mouth, there was blood flowing from it, and I drank this
+
was over my {{Wiki|mouth}}, there was {{Wiki|blood}} flowing from it, and I drank this
blood deeply in an unending flow.  I could feel it coursing through my
+
{{Wiki|blood}} deeply in an unending flow.  I could [[feel]] it coursing through my
body like liquid heat.  Suddenly the vision disappeared.  I got up and
+
[[body]] like liquid heat.  Suddenly the [[vision]] disappeared.  I got up and
 
went home - well, actually, I think I first went and had a chocolate
 
went home - well, actually, I think I first went and had a chocolate
 
chip cookie. This began a period of what my wife and I refer to as the
 
chip cookie. This began a period of what my wife and I refer to as the
 
"drooling in the living room" period.  I spent close to a month, mostly
 
"drooling in the living room" period.  I spent close to a month, mostly
 
sitting in a rocking chair in our living room unable to function
 
sitting in a rocking chair in our living room unable to function
because the force of Bliss that was flowing through my body was so
+
because the force of [[Bliss]] that was flowing through my [[body]] was so
 
overwhelming. I was also unable to speak about what was happening.
 
overwhelming. I was also unable to speak about what was happening.
  
R: You have a very understanding wife.
+
R: You have a very [[understanding]] wife.
 +
 
 +
P: Yes.  Without her I cannot [[imagine]] what would have happened to me
 +
during this time.  These [[experiences]] awoke in my [[mind and body]] such
 +
intense unending [[bliss]] and latent neurotic traces of such force that
 +
it was unbelievable.  [[Feelings]] of every kind of [[distortion]], [[rage]],
 +
[[anger]], [[lust]], [[grasping]], [[aversion]].  I am [[sad]] to say that I did a fair
 +
amount of acting out on these before any [[balance]] was restored, causing
 +
[[suffering]] to myself and others. Needless to say, this was a very
 +
trying time for our [[marriage]].
 +
 
  
P: Yes.  Without her I cannot imagine what would have happened to me
+
One of the things that happens in [[spiritual practice]] is that the
during this time.  These experiences awoke in my mind and body such
+
{{Wiki|subtle}} aspects of our [[ego]], the seed [[essences]] of [[ego]], hide within our
intense unending bliss and latent neurotic traces of such force that
+
[[own]] practice. If you are [[lucky]] enough, at some point the [[bliss]] force
it was unbelievable.  Feelings of every kind of distortion, rage,
+
of the [[divine]] will force these out into the open.
anger, lust, grasping, aversion.  I am sad to say that I did a fair
+
    
amount of acting out on these before any balance was restored, causing
+
So it wasn't all just [[bliss]].  It was an encounter with the ugliest
suffering to myself and others. Needless to say, this was a very
 
trying time for our marriage.
 
  One of the things that happens in spiritual practice is that the
 
subtle aspects of our ego, the seed essences of ego, hide within our
 
own practice. If you are lucky enough, at some point the bliss force
 
of the divine will force these out into the open.
 
   So it wasn't all just bliss.  It was an encounter with the ugliest
 
 
sides of myself and the most beautiful. The whole picture.  The
 
sides of myself and the most beautiful. The whole picture.  The
visions, on a daily basis, kept arising.  By and large they involved
+
[[visions]], on a daily basis, kept [[arising]].  By and large they involved
an experiment in mixing states of bliss with my previous practice of
+
an experiment in mixing states of [[bliss]] with my previous practice of
self inquiry and the feeling of silent emptiness.  Bliss wed to
+
[[self]] inquiry and the [[feeling]] of [[silent]] [[emptiness]][[Bliss]] wed to
emptiness produces tremendous power and that's what was being
+
[[emptiness]] produces tremendous power and that's what was being
 
introduced at this point.
 
introduced at this point.
  
R: I can see the evolution of you path from Gurdjieff's very concrete
+
R: I can see the [[evolution]] of you [[path]] from Gurdjieff's very concrete
self work into the devotional relationship with a master and mystical
+
[[self]] work into the devotional relationship with a [[master]] and [[mystical]]
states and that leading into silence and inquiry. It seems kind of
+
states and that leading into [[silence]] and inquiry. It seems kind of
like this Tantric part was finishing you off. So did this practice
+
like this [[Tantric]] part was finishing you off. So did this practice
lead to your realization?
+
lead to your [[realization]]?
  
P: This was all going on without any conscious volition at all.  I was
+
P: This was all going on without any [[conscious]] [[Wikipedia:Volition (psychology)|volition]] at all.  I was
continuing Advaitic non-dual self inquiry with all the force I could:
+
continuing [[Advaitic]] [[non-dual]] [[self]] inquiry with all the force I could:
 
Who is the one experiencing this?  And if I had actually been able to
 
Who is the one experiencing this?  And if I had actually been able to
stop these experiences I probably would have, because they were
+
stop these [[experiences]] I probably would have, because they were
 
distracting me from inquiry as well as provoking some pretty stupid
 
distracting me from inquiry as well as provoking some pretty stupid
behavior in my ordinary life. Luckily, the power of the Dakini, the
+
{{Wiki|behavior}} in my ordinary [[life]]. Luckily, the power of the [[Dakini]], the
wisdom woman, was so much greater than my piddling efforts to prevent
+
[[wisdom]] woman, was so much greater than my piddling efforts to prevent
it. But as these experiences continued in the body, mind and emotions
+
it. But as these [[experiences]] continued in the [[body]], [[mind]] and [[emotions]]
 
I continued my inquiry.
 
I continued my inquiry.
   The awakening came as a result of this practice mix.  The mind of
+
    
bliss is capable of penetrating much more deeply into
 
truth. Happiness, bliss and pleasure inspire a radical kind of
 
courage. Without it no one would leap into that sky of deathlessness
 
and selflessness. Without the bliss force no one would be such an
 
idiot as to throw their life away on a hunch. Realization itself is
 
beyond any and all experience. It is, however, not exclusive of
 
experience or even rejecting of it; it is all-inclusive. After
 
awakening one is restored to absolute and endless humor.
 
  
R. So how did your teaching work begin and where did the Tantric
+
The [[awakening]] came as a result of this practice mix. The [[mind]] of
transmission figure in that?
+
[[bliss]] is capable of penetrating much more deeply into
 +
[[truth]]. [[Happiness]], [[bliss]] and [[pleasure]] inspire a radical kind of
 +
[[courage]]. Without it no one would leap into that sky of [[deathlessness]]
 +
and [[selflessness]]. Without the [[bliss]] force no one would be such an
 +
idiot as to throw their [[life]] away on a hunch. [[Realization]] itself is
 +
beyond any and all [[experience]]. It is, however, not exclusive of
 +
[[experience]] or even rejecting of it; it is all-inclusive. After
 +
[[awakening]] one is restored to [[absolute]] and [[endless]] [[humor]].
  
P. Several months after Awakening, a friend of my wife's, feeling the
+
R. So how did your [[teaching]] work begin and where did the [[Tantric]]
difference in me, asked if I would help her with her spiritual
+
[[transmission]] figure in that?
practice.  I agreed, and several months later more friends of our
+
 
family asked if I would work with them.  My teaching began very slowly
+
P. Several months after [[Awakening]], a [[friend]] of my wife's, [[feeling]] the
and gradually.  In the beginning, what I taught was non-dual inquiry,
+
difference in me, asked if I would help her with her [[spiritual practice]].  I agreed, and several months later more friends of our
because it seemed the most direct.  What I realized over time was that
+
[[family]] asked if I would work with them.  My [[teaching]] began very slowly
the practice of inquiry and also the natural practice of devotion
+
and gradually.  In the beginning, what I [[taught]] was [[non-dual]] inquiry,
toward the formless divine is ineffective in most people's lives.  It
+
because it seemed the most direct.  What I [[realized]] over time was that
doesn't carry with it the skillful means to work with the obscurations
+
the practice of inquiry and also the natural practice of [[devotion]]
and defilements - the gross and subtle neuroses - that prevent people
+
toward the [[formless]] [[divine]] is ineffective in most people's [[lives]].  It
from realizing their own nature of bliss and awareness in perfect
+
doesn't carry with it the [[skillful means]] to work with the [[obscurations]]
 +
and [[defilements]] - the gross and {{Wiki|subtle}} neuroses - that prevent [[people]]
 +
from [[realizing]] their [[own]] [[nature]] of [[bliss]] and [[awareness]] in {{Wiki|perfect}}
 
union.
 
union.
   The Advaitic practice that I was doing was extremely similar to the
+
    
Dzogchen or Ati Yoga teachings of the Nyingma lineage.  It was through
+
 
the Advaitic practices that I was able to reconnect.
+
The [[Advaitic]] practice that I was doing was extremely similar to the
   One of the most amazing things about Padmasambhava, Yeshe
+
[[Dzogchen]] or [[Ati Yoga]] teachings of the [[Nyingma lineage]].  It was through
Tso-gyal's Guru, was his recognition that there were many teachings
+
the [[Advaitic]] practices that I was able to reconnect.
that would need to be re-discovered at a later time.  He and Yeshe
+
    
Tso-gyal wrote the practices down and hid them in the elements and in
+
 
the pure nature of awareness - in the mind stream of his
+
One of the most amazing things about [[Padmasambhava]], Yeshe
disciples. This is the true origin of my connection to Tantra.
+
Tso-gyal's [[Guru]], was his {{Wiki|recognition}} that there were many teachings
Padmasambhava created what is called a Mind Mandate Seal and hid
+
that would need to be re-discovered at a later time.  He and [[Yeshe Tso-gyal]] wrote the practices down and hid them in the [[elements]] and in
teachings on Tantra's skillful means like a timed-release
+
the [[pure nature of awareness]] - in the [[mind stream]] of his
capsule. When my own practice matured to the point where it was
+
[[disciples]]. This is the true origin of my [[connection]] to [[Tantra]].
appropriate this force of wisdom opened.  The force, power and bliss
+
[[Padmasambhava]] created what is called a [[Mind]] Mandate Seal and hid
 +
teachings on [[Tantra's]] [[skillful means]] like a timed-release
 +
capsule. When my [[own]] practice matured to the point where it was
 +
appropriate this force of [[wisdom]] opened.  The force, power and [[bliss]]
 
of it was released also, even though I had completely forgotten this
 
of it was released also, even though I had completely forgotten this
connection.
+
[[connection]].
  
R: So you really didn't have any contact with Tibetan lamas, or the
+
R: So you really didn't have any [[contact]] with [[Tibetan lamas]], or the
Nyingma (Padmasambhava's) lineage, yet your teaching is very much
+
[[Nyingma]] ([[Padmasambhava's]]) [[lineage]], yet your [[teaching]] is very much
influenced by Tantra and you recognize Padmasambhava as your root
+
influenced by [[Tantra]] and you [[recognize]] [[Padmasambhava]] as your [[root Guru]]. Without any [[contact]] with the [[lineage]], you're kind of a wild card
Guru. Without any contact with the lineage, you're kind of a wild card
+
as a [[teacher]].
as a teacher.
 
  
P: (Laughing uproariously) Yeah, I am a wild card as a Tantric
+
P: ({{Wiki|Laughing}} uproariously) Yeah, I am a wild card as a [[Tantric Master]]. But even wilder than this crazy [[connection]] with [[Tantra]] is that
Master. But even wilder than this crazy connection with Tantra is that
+
I am free. Free of [[birth]] and [[death]], {{Wiki|fear}}, [[anxiety]], {{Wiki|worry}}. Free beyond
I am free. Free of birth and death, fear, anxiety, worry. Free beyond
+
[[being and non-being]]. Free to do anything. And I just might - and it's
being and non-being. Free to do anything. And I just might - and it's
 
 
a wonderful thing!
 
a wonderful thing!
     A wild card like me who has awakened into and embodied the heart
+
      
of Tantric practice is unique in terms of the trans-cultural migration
+
 
of Tantra to the West.  Padmasambhava was a wild guy because he was
+
A wild card like me who has [[awakened]] into and [[embodied]] the [[heart]]
the freedom and bliss of this mysterious reality. Those who awaken to
+
of [[Tantric practice]] is unique in terms of the trans-cultural migration
their true nature are the same one - though in their own unique
+
of [[Tantra]] to the [[West]][[Padmasambhava]] was a wild guy because he was
appearance. As Tantra develops in this culture, many aspects of its
+
the freedom and [[bliss]] of this mysterious [[reality]]. Those who [[awaken]] to
form are going to have to change.  At the same time this must be done
+
their [[true nature]] are the same one - though in their [[own]] unique
 +
[[appearance]]. As [[Tantra]] develops in this {{Wiki|culture}}, many aspects of its
 +
[[form]] are going to have to change.  At the same time this must be done
 
in such a way as to not damage the teachings. This is a job of great
 
in such a way as to not damage the teachings. This is a job of great
 
delicacy. These changes need to be done by someone who stands outside
 
delicacy. These changes need to be done by someone who stands outside
the traditional lineages yet respects the heart drop of the teachings
+
the [[traditional]] [[lineages]] yet respects the [[heart drop]] of the teachings
 
with extreme reverence..
 
with extreme reverence..
   All Tantric practice originates from Pure Vision revelation.
+
    
Tantric practices in the Buddhist form originate from the
+
 
Sambhogakaya, or the Visionary Bliss Realm of reality. An advanced
+
All [[Tantric practice]] originates from [[Pure Vision]] [[revelation]].
practitioner can receive teachings from this source though it is very
+
[[Tantric practices]] in the [[Buddhist]] [[form]] originate from the
rare. An awakened master is this realm - it is an aspect of their
+
[[Sambhogakaya]], or the [[Visionary]] [[Bliss]] [[Realm of reality]]. An advanced
body.
+
[[practitioner]] can receive teachings from this source though it is very
   It is certainly reasonable to be skeptical, and I ask my
+
rare. An [[awakened]] [[master]] is this [[realm]] - it is an aspect of their
students not to accept anyone's teachings on blind faith, but to test
+
[[body]].
them in the laboratory of their own body/mind.  The faith needed to
+
    
have a Tantric relationship to a Spiritual Master has to develop over
+
 
 +
It is certainly reasonable to be skeptical, and I ask my
 +
students not to accept anyone's teachings on [[blind faith]], but to test
 +
them in the laboratory of their [[own]] body/mind.  The [[faith]] needed to
 +
have a [[Tantric]] relationship to a [[Spiritual Master]] has to develop over
 
a long period of time.  You can't simply jump right into it. There
 
a long period of time.  You can't simply jump right into it. There
must be testing on both sides - time and deeds. I certainly am mad by
+
must be testing on both sides - time and [[deeds]]. I certainly am mad by
any standard. You and I don't live in even remotely similar worlds. I
+
any standard. You and I don't live in even remotely similar [[worlds]]. I
know the universe to be my body, time itself to be my subtle form, and
+
know the [[universe]] to be my [[body]], time itself to be my {{Wiki|subtle}} [[form]], and
the sky of deathless awareness to be my mind.  My interest now is to
+
the sky of {{Wiki|deathless}} [[awareness]] to be my [[mind]].  My [[interest]] now is to
spark this awakening in others, not to have them fixate on me. That
+
spark this [[awakening]] in others, not to have them fixate on me. That
would only destroy their growth and in the long or short run cause
+
would only destroy their growth and in the long or short run [[cause]]
them to hate me. We all hate what we are dependent on - no one likes
+
them to [[hate]] me. We all [[hate]] what we are dependent on - no one likes
 
to be a slave.
 
to be a slave.
   You should take a little time before hopping into the Dharma bed
+
    
because once in it there really is no such thing as safe sex. Think
+
 
about it as carefully as you would a marriage partner. It can take
+
You should take a little time before hopping into the [[Dharma]] bed
 +
because once in it there really is no such thing as safe {{Wiki|sex}}. Think
 +
about it as carefully as you would a [[marriage]] partner. It can take
 
years.
 
years.
   There is a safety catch: You don't receive advanced
+
    
Tantric practices in the beginning anyway.  You begin with the
+
 
pre-preliminary practices, which in our community are a series having
+
There is a safety catch: You don't receive advanced
to do with developing stability in body, mind and emotion at the
+
[[Tantric practices]] in the beginning anyway.  You begin with the
ordinary psychological level.  You can use the traditional meditations
+
pre-preliminary practices, which in our {{Wiki|community}} are a series having
on loving kindness, and exchanging oneself for others. These styles of
+
to do with developing stability in [[body]], [[mind]] and [[emotion]] at the
meditation work very deeply.  At the same time, I might suggest that
+
ordinary [[psychological]] level.  You can use the [[traditional]] [[meditations]]
 +
on [[loving kindness]], and exchanging oneself for others. These styles of
 +
[[meditation]] work very deeply.  At the same time, I might suggest that
 
somebody seek out therapy, or work in a Twelve Step program.
 
somebody seek out therapy, or work in a Twelve Step program.
   If you are obsessed with anxiety, fear, worry, comparison,
+
    
shame, self doubt, body doubt, sex doubt, then those things become
+
 
your center of gravity.  The constant effort to compensate for the
+
If you are [[obsessed]] with [[anxiety]], {{Wiki|fear}}, {{Wiki|worry}}, comparison,
pain of neurosis saps you of the joy of ordinary life and the energy
+
[[shame]], [[self]] [[doubt]], [[body]] [[doubt]], {{Wiki|sex}} [[doubt]], then those things become
for spiritual evolution. In this state of being, people try to replace
+
your center of {{Wiki|gravity}}.  The [[constant]] [[effort]] to compensate for the
the work neededto develop an authentic center of gravity with the
+
[[pain]] of neurosis saps you of the [[joy]] of ordinary [[life]] and the [[energy]]
Master or God - as if some external could be it for you. This must be
+
for [[spiritual]] [[evolution]]. In this [[state of being]], [[people]] try to replace
 +
the work neededto develop an [[Wikipedia:Authenticity|authentic]] center of {{Wiki|gravity}} with the
 +
[[Master]] or [[God]] - as if some external could be it for you. This must be
 
outgrown.
 
outgrown.
   Next there are the extraordinary Tantric preliminaries involving
+
    
Prostrations, Vajrasattva practice, Mandala practice and Guru
+
 
Yoga. These are fairly traditional. This is not an assembly line to
+
 
enlightenment. Each person s path is unique and possibly very
+
Next there are the [[extraordinary]] [[Tantric]] preliminaries involving
different from this description. There are people in our community who
+
[[Prostrations]], [[Vajrasattva]] practice, [[Mandala]] practice and [[Guru Yoga]]. These are fairly [[traditional]]. This is not an assembly line to
never work with the Tantric path at all, who work along other
+
[[enlightenment]]. Each [[person]] s [[path]] is unique and possibly very
lines. The extraordinary preliminaries however are profound
+
different from this description. There are [[people]] in our {{Wiki|community}} who
psycho-transformational methods weaving together body, emotion, energy
+
never work with the [[Tantric path]] at all, who work along other
and mind to awaken latent potential.
+
lines. The [[extraordinary preliminaries]] however are profound
 +
psycho-transformational [[methods]] {{Wiki|weaving}} together [[body]], [[emotion]], [[energy]]
 +
and [[mind]] to [[awaken]] latent potential.
 
    
 
    
 
During this phase and after the preliminaries are finished students
 
During this phase and after the preliminaries are finished students
begin to work with the energies of diety yoga and the radical
+
begin to work with the energies of diety [[yoga]] and the radical
practices of Advaita and Mahasanti.  Another way I work with my
+
practices of [[Wikipedia:Advaita Vedanta|Advaita]] and Mahasanti.  Another way I work with my
students is to send them to the best of the living masters from the
+
students is to send them to the best of the living [[masters]] from the
traditional lineages.  This broadens their view and them to test my
+
[[traditional]] [[lineages]].  This broadens their view and them to test my
teaching, my style of teaching, and the authenticity of my
+
[[teaching]], my style of [[teaching]], and the authenticity of my
transmission in the context of those who are commonly acknowledged to
+
[[transmission]] in the context of those who are commonly [[acknowledged]] to
be Tantric Masters. Three wonderful Masters I send my disciples to are
+
be [[Tantric Masters]]. Three wonderful [[Masters]] I send my [[disciples]] to are
Chagdud Tulku, Lama Tharchin, and Nkgapa Chogyam.
+
[[Chagdud Tulku]], [[Lama Tharchin]], and [[Nkgapa Chogyam]].
  
R: It doesn't sound like you're shy about letting your students go out
+
R: It doesn't [[sound]] like you're shy about letting your students go out
and experience other Masters.
+
and [[experience]] other [[Masters]].
  
 
P: Absolutely not!
 
P: Absolutely not!
  
R. That seems a bit unusual. Most people have a great fear of Gurus
+
R. That seems a bit unusual. Most [[people]] have a great {{Wiki|fear}} of [[Gurus]]
entrapping them in dependency relationships. Sending disciples to
+
entrapping them in [[dependency]] relationships. Sending [[disciples]] to
other masters seems like it would help cut through that.
+
other [[masters]] seems like it would help cut through that.
  
P. It is necessary for two reasons.  One is that it cross-pollinates
+
P. It is necessary for two [[reasons]].  One is that it cross-pollinates
the lineage.  This is one of the beautiful things about Tantra.  You
+
the [[lineage]].  This is one of the beautiful things about [[Tantra]].  You
need the foundation of more than one master.  You need to receive the
+
need the foundation of more than one [[master]].  You need to receive the
special energies of transmission and empowerment from a variety of
+
special energies of [[transmission]] and [[empowerment]] from a variety of
skillful masters.  This cross-pollinates, just like in gardening; it
+
[[skillful]] [[masters]].  This cross-pollinates, just like in gardening; it
creates a stronger plant. There is one Guru in your heart and many in
+
creates a stronger plant. There is one [[Guru]] in your [[heart]] and many in
the world. It is up to each person to figure out who their heart
+
the [[world]]. It is up to each [[person]] to figure out who their [[heart]]
connection is with.
+
[[connection]] is with.
 
    
 
    
The other reason is, I am a wild card as far as Tantric teachings
+
The other [[reason]] is, I am a wild card as far as [[Tantric teachings]]
go. I claim the authority to teach Tantra based on my own radical
+
go. I claim the authority to teach [[Tantra]] based on my [[own]] radical
awakening into non-dual awareness and my own Mind Mandate Transmission
+
[[awakening]] into [[non-dual awareness]] and my [[own]] [[Mind]] Mandate [[Transmission]]
from Padmasambhava. Such claims could easily be made by any idiot -
+
from [[Padmasambhava]]. Such claims could easily be made by any idiot -
and often are. I want my students and disciples to have a strong
+
and often are. I want my students and [[disciples]] to have a strong
ground on which they can evaluate me and decide where our connection
+
ground on which they can evaluate me and decide where our [[connection]]
will go. I would like my students who do Tantric practice to be able
+
will go. I would like my students who do [[Tantric practice]] to be able
to work with other masters so that they can come to a greater degree
+
to work with other [[masters]] so that they can come to a greater [[degree]]
of understanding of my work when evaluated in the context of the
+
of [[understanding]] of my work when evaluated in the context of the
traditional tantric practice.
+
[[traditional]] [[tantric practice]].
  
R: It seems to me that there is a lot of information and books written
+
R: It seems to me that there is a lot of [[information]] and [[books]] written
about sexual Tantra, and certainly more people are interested in that
+
about {{Wiki|sexual}} [[Tantra]], and certainly more [[people]] are [[interested]] in that
than in other forms of Tantra. Perhaps they are seeking this bliss
+
than in other [[forms]] of [[Tantra]]. Perhaps they are seeking this [[bliss]]
courage that you mentioned earlier.  Do you think that people
+
[[courage]] that you mentioned earlier.  Do you think that [[people]]
practicing sex yoga are by and large serious Tantric practitioners?
+
practicing {{Wiki|sex}} [[yoga]] are by and large serious [[Tantric practitioners]]?
  
P: Well, there's no point in judging other peoples' spiritual paths.
+
P: Well, there's no point in judging other peoples' [[spiritual]] [[paths]].
If your path is not authentic over time that becomes clear.
+
If your [[path]] is not [[Wikipedia:Authenticity|authentic]] over time that becomes clear.
Traditionally, the use of sexuality in Tantra comes at a very
+
[[Traditionally]], the use of {{Wiki|sexuality}} in [[Tantra]] comes at a very
developed stage of the path. There is no sexual Tantra if one has not
+
developed stage of the [[path]]. There is no {{Wiki|sexual}} [[Tantra]] if one has not
transcended desire. Certainly a lot of people are trying to explore
+
transcended [[desire]]. Certainly a lot of [[people]] are trying to explore
and play with sexual energy, and that is great, and they are relating
+
and play with {{Wiki|sexual}} [[energy]], and that is great, and they are relating
it to the word Tantra because Tantra uses sexuality as part of the
+
it to the [[word]] [[Tantra]] because [[Tantra]] uses {{Wiki|sexuality}} as part of the
path.  We live in a seemingly open and permissive culture that
+
[[path]].  We live in a seemingly open and permissive {{Wiki|culture}} that
 
actually is very uptight, prudish and provincial.  We hype neurotic
 
actually is very uptight, prudish and provincial.  We hype neurotic
sense stimulation in order to sell everything from shampoo to
+
[[sense]] [[stimulation]] in order to sell everything from shampoo to
cars. Underneath, there is fear of everything genital.
+
cars. Underneath, there is {{Wiki|fear}} of everything {{Wiki|genital}}.
 
    
 
    
Tantra, however, is not about sexuality. It is about enlightenment.
+
[[Tantra]], however, is not about {{Wiki|sexuality}}. It is about [[enlightenment]].
Compared to the bliss force of your true nature, the pleasure of
+
Compared to the [[bliss]] force of your [[true nature]], the [[pleasure]] of
orgasm is pretty puny. The teachings can be used to bring a certain
+
{{Wiki|orgasm}} is pretty puny. The teachings can be used to bring a certain
degree of ordinary balance to the psyche, including openness about
+
[[degree]] of ordinary [[balance]] to the [[Wikipedia:Psyche (psychology)|psyche]], [[including]] [[openness]] about
sexuality. That's a very good thing but let's not stop at the doorway!
+
{{Wiki|sexuality}}. That's a very good thing but let's not stop at the doorway!
  
R: Enjoying Tantra for the psychological help is good but no
+
R: Enjoying [[Tantra]] for the [[psychological]] help is good but no
substitute for radical absolute spiritual liberation.
+
substitute for radical [[absolute]] [[spiritual liberation]].
  
 
P: Right.
 
P: Right.
  
R: You emphasize community and that is very interesting to me. I find
+
R: You {{Wiki|emphasize}} {{Wiki|community}} and that is very [[interesting]] to me. I find
that many people these days want their practice to be a personal and
+
that many [[people]] these days want their practice to be a personal and
private part of their life. Relationships are hard and spiritual
+
private part of their [[life]]. Relationships are hard and [[spiritual practice]] is hard mixing the two seems like it could ease up the
practice is hard mixing the two seems like it could ease up the
 
 
process or complicate it.
 
process or complicate it.
  
P: For spiritual practice, community is of vital importance in our
+
P: For [[spiritual practice]], {{Wiki|community}} is of [[vital]] importance in our
culture. In traditional cultures the shock that broke one out of
+
{{Wiki|culture}}. In [[traditional]] cultures the [[shock]] that broke one out of
complacent patterns came from moving out of a community that had been
+
complacent patterns came from moving out of a {{Wiki|community}} that had been
the center of one s life.  In our culture, we have just the opposite
+
the center of one s [[life]].  In our {{Wiki|culture}}, we have just the opposite
senario. The shock here is brought about when people move into
+
senario. The [[shock]] here is brought about when [[people]] move into
community from the isolated lives that our culture creates. This was
+
{{Wiki|community}} from the isolated [[lives]] that our {{Wiki|culture}} creates. This was
central to the Gurdjieff system and very powerful.
+
central to the [[Gurdjieff]] system and very powerful.
  
R: That sense of isolation we have as a culture is very sad.
+
R: That [[sense]] of isolation we have as a {{Wiki|culture}} is very [[sad]].
  
P: It is very sad - heartbreaking!  As you grow and mature in sadhana
+
P: It is very [[sad]] - heartbreaking!  As you grow and mature in [[sadhana]]
you need to test your growth in daily life, in job, in relationship,
+
you need to test your growth in daily [[life]], in job, in relationship,
and in the community of other practitioners. There are of course
+
and in the {{Wiki|community}} of other practitioners. There are of course
exceptions to this, people who need solitude for their practice to
+
exceptions to this, [[people]] who need [[solitude]] for their practice to
grow strong, and there are practices which require prolonged solitude
+
grow strong, and there are practices which require prolonged [[solitude]]
for accomplishment.  Right now I am discussing with the community the
+
for [[accomplishment]].  Right now I am discussing with the {{Wiki|community}} the
formation of a Hermitage center for long term intensive retreats.
+
formation of a [[Hermitage]] center for long term intensive [[retreats]].
This is very important if we re going to actually manifest the higher
+
This is very important if we re going to actually [[manifest]] the higher
levels of practice and destroy the tyranny of ordinary appearance.
+
levels of practice and destroy the tyranny of ordinary [[appearance]].
 
    
 
    
We must be careful that the higher and highest levels of Tantric
+
We must be careful that the higher and [[highest]] levels of [[Tantric practice]] do get transmitted. The loss of these great [[methods]] is a real
practice do get transmitted. The loss of these great methods is a real
+
[[danger]].  There is a [[danger]] to the [[traditional]] [[forms]] of [[Tantra]] because
danger.  There is a danger to the traditional forms of Tantra because
+
the cultures of [[Tantric practice]] are being decimated by [[war]] or
the cultures of Tantric practice are being decimated by war or
+
westernization, the {{Wiki|cult}} of scientism. I think in our {{Wiki|culture}} there is
westernization, the cult of scientism. I think in our culture there is
 
 
a different threat: That the deeper levels of practice will not be
 
a different threat: That the deeper levels of practice will not be
reached to begin with. In our culture the threat is that Tantra will
+
reached to begin with. In our {{Wiki|culture}} the threat is that [[Tantra]] will
be stillborn. Practitioners will have to break through the cult of
+
be stillborn. Practitioners will have to break through the {{Wiki|cult}} of
TV. mentality and mediocrity into the dignity of their Vajra natures
+
TV. [[mentality]] and mediocrity into the [[dignity]] of their [[Vajra]] natures
if Tantra is to take root here and flower in its fullness.
+
if [[Tantra]] is to take [[root]] here and [[flower]] in its fullness.
  
 
R: There might not be enough students who have the basics down and
 
R: There might not be enough students who have the basics down and
 
then move into the deeper levels of practice.
 
then move into the deeper levels of practice.
  
P: Right.  As Tantric practice takes root in our culture it is
+
P: Right.  As [[Tantric practice]] takes [[root]] in our {{Wiki|culture}} it is
important that there be an understanding of the vastness of
+
important that there be an [[understanding]] of the vastness of
possibilities that Tantra offers. Waking up into the bliss-mad realm
+
possibilities that [[Tantra]] offers. Waking up into the bliss-mad [[realm]]
of the perfect union of perception and pure pleasure is really quite
+
of the {{Wiki|perfect}} union of [[perception]] and [[pure]] [[pleasure]] is really quite
something. It is better than what people are dreaming up in the sex
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elements, is completely different than for anybody else.  We have to
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[[elements]], is completely different than for anybody else.  We have to
be able to move into the really magical and wondrous forms of
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be able to move into the really [[magical]] and wondrous [[forms]] of
transformational practice where you are working not only with your own
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[[transformational]] practice where you are working not only with your [[own]]
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body/mind at its most {{Wiki|subtle}} levels, but the [[elements]] themselves. That
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these levels - the beginning levels and the most advanced levels,
 
these levels - the beginning levels and the most advanced levels,
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which bring radical [[awakening]] or [[enlightenment]] - to work with all of
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these is the real [[gift]] that [[Tantra]] brings.  The [[gift]] is that we can
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encompass the whole of our [[lives]], from the ordinary to the most
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R: Which is quite a feat.
 
R: Which is quite a feat.
  
P: It is!  The Tantric yogi, who can live married with children, a
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completely ordinary [[life]], but at the same time play with the [[world]] as
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an ornament of [[awareness]], is really something! To [[recognize]] all
appearance as the ornament of your own wisdom nature and to live in
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[[appearance]] as the ornament of your [[own wisdom nature]] and to live in
the bliss-mad realm of freedom where all perception is delight: That
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the bliss-mad [[realm]] of freedom where all [[perception]] is [[delight]]: That
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is the goal of [[Tantra]].
  
 
R: Thank you.
 
R: Thank you.
  
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P: Remember we are talking here about your birthright. [[Awakening]] is
 
your birthright. Accept your inheritance!
 
your birthright. Accept your inheritance!
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"WHAT IS TANTRA?!" RIDING THE WISDOM TIGER

Introduction:

From the beginning of time there have been those rare women and men who, following their hearts great yearning, have answered the existential question of birth and death with realization of who they truly are - who we all are. Pranama is such a one. He invites, cajoles, dares us to join the dance. Read his words, let them enter your heart and smash the taboo against unreasonable happiness. The flame of being is passed from master to disciple in the great silence of the heart - these words are an engraved invitation.



"What is Tantra?"

an interview with Tantric Master Prem Pranama


This interview occured in the summer of 1994. The interviewer, Ralph Abrams, has been a spiritual seeker for the last 25 years. He has worked with Swami Muktananda, Nisargadatta Maharaj, Chagdud Tulku, Nagkpa Chogyum, Native American teachers and currently lives in the Crazy Cloud Hermitage where he studies the Tantric path with Pranama.

R: The word Tantra is thrown around quite a bit in spiritual circles these days, and it often means very different things. I'd like to start off with the simple question: What is Tantra?


P: Tantra is the hot blood of spiritual practice. It smashes the taboo against unreasonable happiness; a thunderbolt path, swift, joyful, and fierce. There are many different types of paths. Some touch you like a gentle spring rain, but Tantra is the wild summer thunder storm churning with creation, destruction, bliss and emptiness. Tantra is a wild mother tiger - if you approach her with right motivation, right intention, and integrity, she'll suckle you at her breast; but if you come to her in a sloppy way, she'll rip apart your body-mind, eat you for dinner, and shit out what's left.

R: Wow! I think that this sense of joyful abandon and the force and bliss you've described would make the Tantric path attractive to many people. Plus the fact that it is known to be a very swift path to enlightenment.

P. Swift, yes. But the Tantric Vajrayana path is complex and can be dangerous. It requires a strong, well integrated sense of self prepared through careful preliminary practice. Otherwise it is possible for the practitioner to make gross errors in judgment. On the Tantric path, it is perhaps easier to become the ultimate form of egohood and delusion than it is to become free. You can start off intending to liberate the tyranny of ordinary appearance into primordial awareness and end up crystallizing the ego into diamond-hard delusion. There is no authentic Tantra without profound commitment, discipline, intelligence, courage, and a sense of wild, foolhardy, fearless abandon.

R: Why is that? And why foolhardy abandon?

P: Foolhardy because the path is for gamblers. There is a beautiful Rumi poem which speaks to this from the Sufi tradition.


"Love is reckless; not reason. Reason seeks a profit. Love comes on strong, consuming herself unabashed.

Yet in the midst of suffering love proceeds like a millstone, hard surfaced and straight forward.

Having died to self interest, she risks everything and asks for nothing. Love gambles away every gift God bestows.

Without cause God gave us Being; without cause give it back again. Gambling yourself away is beyond any religion.

Religion seeks grace and favor, but those who gamble these away are Gods favorites, for they neither put God to the test nor knock at the door of gain and loss"

(translation by Edmund Helminski)


Tantra takes the jump into crazy wisdom by eliminating even God from the equation, leaving only the mystery with no ultimate attempt to define it. This is a path for those whose hearts are so wild that they are ready to throw it all away on a hunch, for an intuition.

Discipline, courage, hard work and intelligence are required because that is what any quest of the heart demands. Tantra, which molds the power of creation and ego into skillful means cutting through delusion, requires careful preparation. We don't expect someone who just wants to play around now and then on a keyboard to become a concert pianist. We don't expect someone to be able to get up off the couch one day and run a four minute mile. Great tasks require great effort.

With Tantra we are taking the mind and body as cauldron, feeling, ego, elements and world as alchemical ingredients, and imagination informed by divine power as catalyst; and we are accomplishing the great magical task of alchemical transformation. The base metal of dualistic view becomes the infinitely valuable gold of pure and luminous awareness. Tantra is a path of tremendous power. This power is not easy to use without getting burned by it. Yet, at the same time, it is a path of great joy.

If you're going to use poison, pleasure, and personality as the path, you have to be careful not to auto-destruct. In working with an advanced sadhana (practice) such as Vajrakilaya, which is central to our lineage, powerful energies of psyche, nature, and the subtle realms are harnessed. When such a powerful sadhana is introduced into one's system through authentic empowerment, it is not something to be taken lightly. Let's say you re going to bring anger into the path. It's a razor's edge between liberating anger into the wrathful compassion of mirror like wisdom and just becoming an arrogant, self-righteous prig. With Vajrakilaya, either you are actually transforming your mind stream into this wisdom-being of great wrath and power, or you are just dressing up your egoistic anger in the deitie's clothes. If Tantra is misused, the divine becomes a demon.

When you work with the Tantric path, you are playing with a live wire. It s charged not with electricity, but with the power behind creative force. Tantric sadhana deconstructs and constructs reality, as play, until the essence of reality becomes obvious. Through the sadhanas, private non-realities interface with the public non-reality until you realize the true nature of both. You use illusion to cut through illusion.

R. I am not sure I understand what you mean by public and private non-realities. Are the images, energies, and beings worked with in the practices real or not? Could you elaborate on that bit?

P. The basis of all this lies in an understanding of Dharmakaya and sunyata, "the realm of essence" and "emptiness". The Dharmakaya is not a place or even a state of being or consciousness. Dharmakaya is the field of pure potential, which is exploding into actualized energy and matter at every moment. Each object or thing, even in its "thingness", is still in essence characterized by this field of potentiality. In other words, each "thing" is empty of permanent characteristics; its characteristics share the quality of pure dynamic potentiality and are always tending towards the expression of that potential via constant change and transformation.

All worlds and fields of perception explode from this pure potentiality, which is also pure awareness or emptiness. This essence, this emptiness, is unspeakable and is not any thing at all. And yet it is the dynamic matrix from which all of this (waving his arm about the room) arises, and of which all of this is a presentation, and into which all this returns.


This explosion of essence creates fields of energetic perception. This energy is conditioned into forms by the play of cause and effect. These forms are our world and our self. The world, and all worlds, are coincident with the essence of awareness, which is birthless and deathless and utterly free of the implications of form and limit. The manifest world is not other than essence, but essence is not limited to the shape or conditions of the manifest worlds. One might say that the world and all worlds are held together as form by the conditioned and habitual intent of consciousness. Our particular world is held together by the intent of human beings. The worlds of other beings are held by the force of their conditioned intent.


The structures of existence are not "real" in any ultimate sense. They are public non-realities, playful dreams shaped out of essence and molded in form. They are the radiance of pure potentiality, momentarily given shape by intent and held in a seemingly cohesive pattern by karma or patterned habitualized consciousness. A Tantric yogi shatters the tyranny of ordinary appearance - the forgetting of how things took on their seemingly real forms - by molding new structures of existence - private non-realities.


We are not talking here about "creative visualization" in the sense generally used. Imagination is, generally, simply mind forms within the public non-reality. We are talking about the actual deconstruction of the building blocks of reality and reconstruction of alternatives. Both public and private non-realities are conditioned forms of consciousness. By enacting the process of creation and destruction in the private non-reality the unquestioned authortiy and permanence of the public non-reality is undermined. Through the process of advanced Tantric sadhana one is able to recognize the ground of intrinsic awareness within all conditioned forms. This realization allows one to live as intrinsic awareness and recognize all arising as ornaments of that awareness.


The idea of Tantra is not identification with endless new conditioned forms of awareness and color. The point is to slip between the cracks into the matrix of pure potentiality itself. The goal is not achievement of unusual states it is to recognize your primordial intrinsic nature in all appearence. Then all appearance has the single taste of bliss and wisdom. That's not the end either it's the beginning of endless play.

R. That goes quite a bit beyond the general view of Tantra as merely a way of advanced self-help rather than a profoundly magical or transcendental practice. But isn't it also true that Tantra (in this radical form) works with the ordinary emotions and everyday problems?

P. There are no ordinary emotions and everyday problems. That's the point. Being is the natural luminous quality of this matrix of pure potential and Being presents itself in the play of existence. The bliss-mad radiance of pure awareness plays in the colors of Being. The world and your own body, your mind and your energies are nothing other than the natural communicative thrust of limitlessness. There is absolutely nothing ordinary about anything.


When the colors of Being are read through the distortions of dualistic view, they appear as emotions and confusion, and one is bound in the tyranny of ordinary appearance. Being freed from distorted view plays as feeling and clarity in the wild and raucous romp of manifestation. When the true nature of every event is recognized, even the most seemingly mundane moment will hold such great beauty that it will shatter the mind.


Tantra's power lies in its ability to recognize the poisons of ego as distortions of the qualities of enlightenment. The practices transform these distortions or, depending on one's capacity, spontaneously liberate dualistic distorted view into its own true nature. For Tantra the stuff of body, emotion and mind, ordinary emotions and events are the essential ingredients needed for the alchemical transformation of distorted view into Buddhahood.

R. You mention Being's appearance as a play of colors, and that intrigues me. So often Being is described as clear light or white light. Non-dual realization seems to be a one dimensional and one flavor thing, whereas this seems to have depth.

P. Light broken open by a prism displays the colors that are always its nature. Its essence is clear light and its nature is to manifest as the colors of the rainbow. Pure awareness is completely transparent like a sheet of glass. But when broken open, it displays the rainbow of colors or flavors that are the substance of manifestation. Pure awareness and the colors of Being are not in opposition or even in any way two. They are aspects of singleness. So many spiritual paths inherently, though often subtly, negate world, body, and existence. They are always seeking to get elsewhere into the "light" failing to recognize that all is light.


Spiritual systems often misinterpret bondage as resulting from being in form rather than from wrong view. Because of this, they wrongly assume that enlightenment means to be abstracted out of form into subtle realms or "pure" awareness. These spiritual systems try to negate form and dissolve, or return, into the pre-form matrix of pure potentiality. This is possible and that radical act of transcending form is most blissful - but it is not enlightenment. Form and formless are not two; they are a single mystery. These systems are spiritualized forms of the dualistic delusion. Tantra, which in its true form is Advaitic (or non-dual), transcends this limitation. Tantra is wisdom gone wild embracing the totality of what is.


With Tantra you are not getting somewhere; you are just waking up to the true nature of things as they are. The colors inherent in clear light are not other than the light. The display whereby Being presents its limitless mystery is not other than the birthless and deathless pure mystery from which Being comes..

R. It's interesting that you mention Advaita. I recently read Poonjaji, an Advaitic master. He advocates no practice. Form is illusion and every action by the illusory self adds to unenlightenment. What do you think of that.

P: Well, I have great respect for the traditional forms of Advaita. I have always been intimately connected with Ramana Maharshi, and the path that I teach is "Advaitic Tantrayana". On the other hand, there are some serious problems and limitations with the talking school of Advaita versus the various practice schools such as Tantra.

R: What do you mean by "talking school"?

P: Talking schools are those that understand that delusion is only an illusion and all that you need to do is understand the illusion to be free of it. Because all you need to do is understand, then all I need to do as master is explain the truth to you, and all you need to do is listen and you will "get it". The problem is that this is a superficial grasp of understanding. Understanding in the talking school is considered a primarily mental act. I talk; you listen. In truth understanding is a whole body act. You must understand with the cells of your body, your mind and your feelings. Listening involves a profound action of the entire self. This action is what practice is. Spiritual practice is the act of listening to the teaching with the whole body.


There are fundamental differences between a teacher, even an awakened one, and a master. Poonjaji is a teacher. He speaks about Truth very nicely, though he suffers a bit from the delusion of viewing form as illusion rather than presentation of the formless. Due to this he lacks the skillful means needed to deal with the actual roots of delusion. He lacks the skillful means to communicate with the whole bodily being rather just the mind. In a recent interview he said that he teaches the pure Truth - some get it, some don't, and he doesn t know why. That's the difference between a teacher and a master: A master knows why and can deal skillfully with the causes. A master is willing to deal with delusion on its own ground if necessary. He or she is willing to take on the dragon in its cave, even if the dragon is only an illusion.


The teachers of the endless talk no practice school go on to say "open your eyes and see the beautiful sunset. You do not need to do anything, add anything to yourself. Just open your eyes". While it is true that you don't need to add anything, the problem is that your eyes are shut and you are wearing a blindfold. You open your eyes and see nothing. These teachers do not see you because they are too busy admiring their own "non-dualism".


The teachers of the Advaita talking school do in fact give practices. They give the very difficult practice of pre-verbal inquiry which works once you have taken off your blindfold. But until then it leaves you stranded. All too often people make sense of the words and develop conceptual enlightenment. You understand the description of the sunset so well that you think you are seeing it, even though you are still wearing a blindfold and have your eyes closed. People in this condition even go on to become teachers of the talking school, endlessly describing the imagined sunset to others. I am sure that it is based on my Tantric predilection for wisdom gone wild, my delight in manifestation, but I often find these Advaitic teachers a little prissy. They are unable to enjoy the game, unable to enjoy the madness and wildness of existence. There is no space for non-dual dualism in their non-dualism.

R: That clears up some confusion about Advaita which I hadn't quite been able to put into words. You mentioned Ramana Maharshi. As I understand it your path was not originally Tantric. I would be interested in hearing about how you evolved into this style of practice and teaching. What led you to awakening and to teaching the way that you do?

P: My introduction and initiation into the world of Tantra began with a naked menstruating woman in the University of Michigan's graduate school library. She danced and sang and placed her bleeding cunt over my mouth and I drank from that source the nectar of immortality, the liquid union of bliss and emptiness. She was the Vajra Dakini Yeshe Tso-gyal, Mother of my true life. But that is the end of the story and was not planned, asked for, or expected. For most of my spiritual journey I had nothing to do with Tantra nor wanted to.


My own spiritual work began in the Gurdjieff system. Gurdjieff was influenced by Tantric teachings though more strongly influenced by the Sufi schools. In his system I found a concrete practical method for working with the habitual conditioning of my body, mind, and emotions. I got to see myself without any veneer. It was in this school that I began to truly crystallize the wish to grow and forge it into a center of gravity that could begin to pull the unintegrated parts of the self into a unified whole.


After some time I began to find that certain axioms on which the work depended were, for me, limited in their view. Given the lack of anyone I considered a true Master, I resumed my search for a system that could take me farther. I visited many different teachers and communities, read enormous amounts, and engaged in a variety of rather extreme experiments on myself. Eventually I encountered the work of the enigmatic and rascally Master Osho. My meeting with Osho, who was called Bhagwan at that time, awakened my heart into intense ecstasy and devotion. It also began a long period of powerful visionary experiences that centered on the Virgin Mary and the Goddess Kali.


For me devotion was an instant and natural though hard path often filled with confusion. My heart exploded in love. The Guru is the trigger. The Guru is the object that the devotee uses as an excuse to slip through the boundaries of ordinary feeling. I learned, in a trial by fire, that irresponsible devotion to the master always ends in serious suffering. In other words the Guru ain t your daddy, the Guru is an introduction to your own nature. What is most important is that I did learn, and over time the love that Bhagwan awoke in me matured into non-dual inquiry.


One day all the energy that had been pouring outward in love for five years simply stopped and began to move inward. This process was fundamentally Ramana Maharshi's question "Who am I"?. Who is the one who experiences all experience? This process cuts through all hierarchy of "higher" or "lower" experience by cutting to the root of all experience. Each time I sat down it was like a vortex of energy moving into expanding fields of silence. I would feel this vortex and rest in it. It would draw me into deeper and deeper states of silence from where I would engage pre-verbal inquiry. What had been ecstasy and love before was now recognized as a womb-like place of silence.


When I started the meditative phase of my practice, all the visions stopped short. Previously they were explosions of love, and they kind of rode on the outflowing energy of devotion, my interest in them fueling their appearance. Very late in the silent phase of practice, several months before my own awakening, a new series of visionary experiences began. Visions of Yeshe Tso-gyal, Queen of the Lake of Awareness, Mother of Pure Pleasure. These visions exploded from the depths of emptiness and silence.


One morning, after I had finished my practice, I went to the library to study Sufi texts. I was reading two volumes of Rumi's works. As I was walking towards the library, I had a feeling that was familiar from previous visionary experiences. It was an intense pleasurable sensation that pushed out from the center of my body, from my heart, towards my skin, though this time it seemed to open forth from silent space. I felt giddy and drunk. I looked up and for a moment I could swear I saw the outline of a dancing woman standing in the air above the library. She was huge! Maybe three hundred feet tall.


The vision lasted for a second, and I went in and began reading on the nearly deserted fourth floor. The longer I sat, the more intense this vibration became. I knew this process very well, and I knew it would lead to a feeling of such intensity, that the ordinary world around me would black out. This feeling of ecstatic drunkenness gets stronger and stronger as if it's resonating more and more swiftly through the entire body. At a certain point visionary experience outshines the "ordinary" world.


I found myself in a cemetery. A woman approached. She was naked, except for some bone ornaments. She was singing and dancing a tune of haunting melody, which I later discovered was the mantra of her consort Padmasambhava: Om Ah Hung Vajra Guru Padma Siddhi Hung!

I was entranced, simultaneously with ecstatic love and an absolute feeling of overwhelming sexual desire so strong that I was sure I would die from it. She danced around me and then swiftly stood directly in front of me placing her genitals over my face. Her vagina was over my mouth, there was blood flowing from it, and I drank this blood deeply in an unending flow. I could feel it coursing through my body like liquid heat. Suddenly the vision disappeared. I got up and went home - well, actually, I think I first went and had a chocolate chip cookie. This began a period of what my wife and I refer to as the "drooling in the living room" period. I spent close to a month, mostly sitting in a rocking chair in our living room unable to function because the force of Bliss that was flowing through my body was so overwhelming. I was also unable to speak about what was happening.

R: You have a very understanding wife.

P: Yes. Without her I cannot imagine what would have happened to me during this time. These experiences awoke in my mind and body such intense unending bliss and latent neurotic traces of such force that it was unbelievable. Feelings of every kind of distortion, rage, anger, lust, grasping, aversion. I am sad to say that I did a fair amount of acting out on these before any balance was restored, causing suffering to myself and others. Needless to say, this was a very trying time for our marriage.


One of the things that happens in spiritual practice is that the subtle aspects of our ego, the seed essences of ego, hide within our own practice. If you are lucky enough, at some point the bliss force of the divine will force these out into the open.

So it wasn't all just bliss. It was an encounter with the ugliest sides of myself and the most beautiful. The whole picture. The visions, on a daily basis, kept arising. By and large they involved an experiment in mixing states of bliss with my previous practice of self inquiry and the feeling of silent emptiness. Bliss wed to emptiness produces tremendous power and that's what was being introduced at this point.

R: I can see the evolution of you path from Gurdjieff's very concrete self work into the devotional relationship with a master and mystical states and that leading into silence and inquiry. It seems kind of like this Tantric part was finishing you off. So did this practice lead to your realization?

P: This was all going on without any conscious volition at all. I was continuing Advaitic non-dual self inquiry with all the force I could: Who is the one experiencing this? And if I had actually been able to stop these experiences I probably would have, because they were distracting me from inquiry as well as provoking some pretty stupid behavior in my ordinary life. Luckily, the power of the Dakini, the wisdom woman, was so much greater than my piddling efforts to prevent it. But as these experiences continued in the body, mind and emotions I continued my inquiry.


The awakening came as a result of this practice mix. The mind of bliss is capable of penetrating much more deeply into truth. Happiness, bliss and pleasure inspire a radical kind of courage. Without it no one would leap into that sky of deathlessness and selflessness. Without the bliss force no one would be such an idiot as to throw their life away on a hunch. Realization itself is beyond any and all experience. It is, however, not exclusive of experience or even rejecting of it; it is all-inclusive. After awakening one is restored to absolute and endless humor.

R. So how did your teaching work begin and where did the Tantric transmission figure in that?

P. Several months after Awakening, a friend of my wife's, feeling the difference in me, asked if I would help her with her spiritual practice. I agreed, and several months later more friends of our family asked if I would work with them. My teaching began very slowly and gradually. In the beginning, what I taught was non-dual inquiry, because it seemed the most direct. What I realized over time was that the practice of inquiry and also the natural practice of devotion toward the formless divine is ineffective in most people's lives. It doesn't carry with it the skillful means to work with the obscurations and defilements - the gross and subtle neuroses - that prevent people from realizing their own nature of bliss and awareness in perfect union.


The Advaitic practice that I was doing was extremely similar to the Dzogchen or Ati Yoga teachings of the Nyingma lineage. It was through the Advaitic practices that I was able to reconnect.


One of the most amazing things about Padmasambhava, Yeshe Tso-gyal's Guru, was his recognition that there were many teachings that would need to be re-discovered at a later time. He and Yeshe Tso-gyal wrote the practices down and hid them in the elements and in the pure nature of awareness - in the mind stream of his disciples. This is the true origin of my connection to Tantra. Padmasambhava created what is called a Mind Mandate Seal and hid teachings on Tantra's skillful means like a timed-release capsule. When my own practice matured to the point where it was appropriate this force of wisdom opened. The force, power and bliss of it was released also, even though I had completely forgotten this connection.

R: So you really didn't have any contact with Tibetan lamas, or the Nyingma (Padmasambhava's) lineage, yet your teaching is very much influenced by Tantra and you recognize Padmasambhava as your root Guru. Without any contact with the lineage, you're kind of a wild card as a teacher.

P: (Laughing uproariously) Yeah, I am a wild card as a Tantric Master. But even wilder than this crazy connection with Tantra is that I am free. Free of birth and death, fear, anxiety, worry. Free beyond being and non-being. Free to do anything. And I just might - and it's a wonderful thing!


A wild card like me who has awakened into and embodied the heart of Tantric practice is unique in terms of the trans-cultural migration of Tantra to the West. Padmasambhava was a wild guy because he was the freedom and bliss of this mysterious reality. Those who awaken to their true nature are the same one - though in their own unique appearance. As Tantra develops in this culture, many aspects of its form are going to have to change. At the same time this must be done in such a way as to not damage the teachings. This is a job of great delicacy. These changes need to be done by someone who stands outside the traditional lineages yet respects the heart drop of the teachings with extreme reverence..


All Tantric practice originates from Pure Vision revelation. Tantric practices in the Buddhist form originate from the Sambhogakaya, or the Visionary Bliss Realm of reality. An advanced practitioner can receive teachings from this source though it is very rare. An awakened master is this realm - it is an aspect of their body.


It is certainly reasonable to be skeptical, and I ask my students not to accept anyone's teachings on blind faith, but to test them in the laboratory of their own body/mind. The faith needed to have a Tantric relationship to a Spiritual Master has to develop over a long period of time. You can't simply jump right into it. There must be testing on both sides - time and deeds. I certainly am mad by any standard. You and I don't live in even remotely similar worlds. I know the universe to be my body, time itself to be my subtle form, and the sky of deathless awareness to be my mind. My interest now is to spark this awakening in others, not to have them fixate on me. That would only destroy their growth and in the long or short run cause them to hate me. We all hate what we are dependent on - no one likes to be a slave.


You should take a little time before hopping into the Dharma bed because once in it there really is no such thing as safe sex. Think about it as carefully as you would a marriage partner. It can take years.


There is a safety catch: You don't receive advanced Tantric practices in the beginning anyway. You begin with the pre-preliminary practices, which in our community are a series having to do with developing stability in body, mind and emotion at the ordinary psychological level. You can use the traditional meditations on loving kindness, and exchanging oneself for others. These styles of meditation work very deeply. At the same time, I might suggest that somebody seek out therapy, or work in a Twelve Step program.


If you are obsessed with anxiety, fear, worry, comparison, shame, self doubt, body doubt, sex doubt, then those things become your center of gravity. The constant effort to compensate for the pain of neurosis saps you of the joy of ordinary life and the energy for spiritual evolution. In this state of being, people try to replace the work neededto develop an authentic center of gravity with the Master or God - as if some external could be it for you. This must be outgrown.


Next there are the extraordinary Tantric preliminaries involving Prostrations, Vajrasattva practice, Mandala practice and Guru Yoga. These are fairly traditional. This is not an assembly line to enlightenment. Each person s path is unique and possibly very different from this description. There are people in our community who never work with the Tantric path at all, who work along other lines. The extraordinary preliminaries however are profound psycho-transformational methods weaving together body, emotion, energy and mind to awaken latent potential.

During this phase and after the preliminaries are finished students begin to work with the energies of diety yoga and the radical practices of Advaita and Mahasanti. Another way I work with my students is to send them to the best of the living masters from the traditional lineages. This broadens their view and them to test my teaching, my style of teaching, and the authenticity of my transmission in the context of those who are commonly acknowledged to be Tantric Masters. Three wonderful Masters I send my disciples to are Chagdud Tulku, Lama Tharchin, and Nkgapa Chogyam.

R: It doesn't sound like you're shy about letting your students go out and experience other Masters.

P: Absolutely not!

R. That seems a bit unusual. Most people have a great fear of Gurus entrapping them in dependency relationships. Sending disciples to other masters seems like it would help cut through that.

P. It is necessary for two reasons. One is that it cross-pollinates the lineage. This is one of the beautiful things about Tantra. You need the foundation of more than one master. You need to receive the special energies of transmission and empowerment from a variety of skillful masters. This cross-pollinates, just like in gardening; it creates a stronger plant. There is one Guru in your heart and many in the world. It is up to each person to figure out who their heart connection is with.

The other reason is, I am a wild card as far as Tantric teachings go. I claim the authority to teach Tantra based on my own radical awakening into non-dual awareness and my own Mind Mandate Transmission from Padmasambhava. Such claims could easily be made by any idiot - and often are. I want my students and disciples to have a strong ground on which they can evaluate me and decide where our connection will go. I would like my students who do Tantric practice to be able to work with other masters so that they can come to a greater degree of understanding of my work when evaluated in the context of the traditional tantric practice.

R: It seems to me that there is a lot of information and books written about sexual Tantra, and certainly more people are interested in that than in other forms of Tantra. Perhaps they are seeking this bliss courage that you mentioned earlier. Do you think that people practicing sex yoga are by and large serious Tantric practitioners?

P: Well, there's no point in judging other peoples' spiritual paths. If your path is not authentic over time that becomes clear. Traditionally, the use of sexuality in Tantra comes at a very developed stage of the path. There is no sexual Tantra if one has not transcended desire. Certainly a lot of people are trying to explore and play with sexual energy, and that is great, and they are relating it to the word Tantra because Tantra uses sexuality as part of the path. We live in a seemingly open and permissive culture that actually is very uptight, prudish and provincial. We hype neurotic sense stimulation in order to sell everything from shampoo to cars. Underneath, there is fear of everything genital.

Tantra, however, is not about sexuality. It is about enlightenment. Compared to the bliss force of your true nature, the pleasure of orgasm is pretty puny. The teachings can be used to bring a certain degree of ordinary balance to the psyche, including openness about sexuality. That's a very good thing but let's not stop at the doorway!

R: Enjoying Tantra for the psychological help is good but no substitute for radical absolute spiritual liberation.

P: Right.

R: You emphasize community and that is very interesting to me. I find that many people these days want their practice to be a personal and private part of their life. Relationships are hard and spiritual practice is hard mixing the two seems like it could ease up the process or complicate it.

P: For spiritual practice, community is of vital importance in our culture. In traditional cultures the shock that broke one out of complacent patterns came from moving out of a community that had been the center of one s life. In our culture, we have just the opposite senario. The shock here is brought about when people move into community from the isolated lives that our culture creates. This was central to the Gurdjieff system and very powerful.

R: That sense of isolation we have as a culture is very sad.

P: It is very sad - heartbreaking! As you grow and mature in sadhana you need to test your growth in daily life, in job, in relationship, and in the community of other practitioners. There are of course exceptions to this, people who need solitude for their practice to grow strong, and there are practices which require prolonged solitude for accomplishment. Right now I am discussing with the community the formation of a Hermitage center for long term intensive retreats. This is very important if we re going to actually manifest the higher levels of practice and destroy the tyranny of ordinary appearance.

We must be careful that the higher and highest levels of Tantric practice do get transmitted. The loss of these great methods is a real danger. There is a danger to the traditional forms of Tantra because the cultures of Tantric practice are being decimated by war or westernization, the cult of scientism. I think in our culture there is a different threat: That the deeper levels of practice will not be reached to begin with. In our culture the threat is that Tantra will be stillborn. Practitioners will have to break through the cult of TV. mentality and mediocrity into the dignity of their Vajra natures if Tantra is to take root here and flower in its fullness.

R: There might not be enough students who have the basics down and then move into the deeper levels of practice.

P: Right. As Tantric practice takes root in our culture it is important that there be an understanding of the vastness of possibilities that Tantra offers. Waking up into the bliss-mad realm of the perfect union of perception and pure pleasure is really quite something. It is better than what people are dreaming up in the sex workshops.

For one who is awake, the relationship to the world, to the elements, is completely different than for anybody else. We have to be able to move into the really magical and wondrous forms of transformational practice where you are working not only with your own body/mind at its most subtle levels, but the elements themselves. That level of awakening needs to be realized It s power needs to be applied to the culture and the actual ground upon which we live. To work at these levels - the beginning levels and the most advanced levels, which bring radical awakening or enlightenment - to work with all of these is the real gift that Tantra brings. The gift is that we can encompass the whole of our lives, from the ordinary to the most wondrous, in a single path.

R: Which is quite a feat.

P: It is! The Tantric yogi, who can live married with children, a completely ordinary life, but at the same time play with the world as an ornament of awareness, is really something! To recognize all appearance as the ornament of your own wisdom nature and to live in the bliss-mad realm of freedom where all perception is delight: That is the goal of Tantra.

R: Thank you.

P: Remember we are talking here about your birthright. Awakening is your birthright. Accept your inheritance!




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