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− | The [[Life]] of [[Siddhartha Gautama]] by Dr. C. George Boeree Shippensburg University | + | The [[Life]] of [[Siddhartha Gautama]] by Dr. C. George Boeree Shippensburg {{Wiki|University}} |
− | There was a small country in what is now southern [[Nepal]] that was ruled by a clan called the [[Shakyas]]. The head of this clan, and the [[king]] of this country, was named | + | There was a small country in what is now southern [[Nepal]] that was ruled by a {{Wiki|clan}} called the [[Shakyas]]. The head of this {{Wiki|clan}}, and the [[king]] of this country, was named [[Shuddodana Gautama]], and his wife was the [[beautiful]] [[Mahamaya]]. [[Mahamaya]] was expecting her first born. She had had a strange [[dream]] in which a baby [[elephant]] had blessed her with his trunk, which was understood to be a very [[auspicious]] sign to say the least. |
− | As was the custom of the day, when the [[time]] came near for {{Wiki|Queen}} [[Mahamaya]] to have her child, she traveled to her father's kingdom for the [[birth]]. But during the long journey, her [[birth]] [[pains]] began. In the small town of [[Lumbini]], she asked her handmaidens to assist her to a nearby grove of [[trees]] for privacy. One large [[tree]] lowered a branch to her to serve as a support for her delivery. They say the [[birth]] was nearly painless, even though the child had to be delivered from her side. After, a gentle rain fell on the mother and the child to cleanse them. | + | As was the {{Wiki|custom}} of the day, when the [[time]] came near for {{Wiki|Queen}} [[Mahamaya]] to have her child, she traveled to her father's {{Wiki|kingdom}} for the [[birth]]. But during the long journey, her [[birth]] [[pains]] began. In the small town of [[Lumbini]], she asked her handmaidens to assist her to a nearby grove of [[trees]] for privacy. One large [[tree]] lowered a branch to her to serve as a support for her delivery. They say the [[birth]] was nearly painless, even though the child had to be delivered from her side. After, a gentle [[rain]] fell on the mother and the child to cleanse them. |
− | It is said that the child was born fully awake. He could speak, and told his mother he had come to free all mankind from [[suffering]]. He could stand, and he walked a short distance in each of the four [[directions]]. [[Lotus]] blossoms rose in his footsteps. They named him [[Siddhartha]], which means "he who has attained his goals." Sadly, [[Mahamaya]] [[died]] only seven days after the [[birth]]. After that [[Siddhartha]] was raised by his mother’s kind sister, [[Mahaprajapati]]. | + | It is said that the child was born fully awake. He could speak, and told his mother he had come to free all mankind from [[suffering]]. He could stand, and he walked a short distance in each of the four [[directions]]. [[Lotus]] blossoms rose in his footsteps. They named him [[Siddhartha]], which means "he who has [[attained]] his goals." Sadly, [[Mahamaya]] [[died]] only seven days after the [[birth]]. After that [[Siddhartha]] was raised by his mother’s kind sister, [[Mahaprajapati]]. |
− | [[King]] Shuddodana consulted [[Asita]], a well-known sooth-sayer, concerning the future of his son. [[Asita]] proclaimed that he would be one of two things: He could become a great [[king]], even an emperor. Or he could become a [[ | + | [[King]] [[Shuddodana]] consulted [[Asita]], a well-known sooth-sayer, concerning the {{Wiki|future}} of his son. [[Asita]] proclaimed that he would be one of two things: He could become a great [[king]], even an [[emperor]]. Or he could become a great [[Wikipedia:Sage (sophos|sage]] and savior of [[humanity]]. The [[king]], eager that his son should become a [[king]] like himself, was determined to shield the child from anything that might result in him [[taking up]] the [[religious]] [[life]]. And so [[Siddhartha]] was kept in one or another of their three {{Wiki|palaces}}, and was prevented from experiencing much of what [[ordinary folk]] might consider quite commonplace. He was not permitted to see the elderly, the sickly, the [[dead]], or anyone who had dedicated themselves to [[spiritual]] practices. Only [[beauty]] and [[health]] surrounded [[Siddhartha]]. |
− | [[Siddhartha]] grew up to be a strong and handsome young man. As a {{Wiki|prince}} of the [[warrior]] [[caste]], he trained in the arts of [[war]]. When it came [[time]] for him to marry, he won the hand of a [[beautiful]] {{Wiki|princess}} of a neighboring kingdom by besting all competitors at a variety of sports. [[Yashodhara]] was her name, and they married when both were 16 years old. | + | [[Siddhartha]] grew up to be a strong and handsome young man. As a {{Wiki|prince}} of the [[warrior]] [[caste]], he trained in the [[arts]] of [[war]]. When it came [[time]] for him to marry, he won the hand of a [[beautiful]] {{Wiki|princess}} of a neighboring {{Wiki|kingdom}} by besting all competitors at a variety of sports. [[Yashodhara]] was her [[name]], and they [[married]] when both were 16 years old. |
− | As [[Siddhartha]] continued living in the luxury of his palaces, he grew increasing restless and curious about the [[world]] beyond the palace walls. He finally demanded that he be permitted to see his [[people]] and his lands. The [[king]] carefully arranged that [[Siddhartha]] should still not see the kind of [[suffering]] that he feared would lead him to a [[religious]] [[life]], and decried that only young and healthy [[people]] should greet the {{Wiki|prince}}. | + | As [[Siddhartha]] continued living in the {{Wiki|luxury}} of his {{Wiki|palaces}}, he grew increasing restless and curious about the [[world]] beyond the palace walls. He finally demanded that he be permitted to see his [[people]] and his lands. The [[king]] carefully arranged that [[Siddhartha]] should still not see the kind of [[suffering]] that he feared would lead him to a [[religious]] [[life]], and decried that only young and healthy [[people]] should greet the {{Wiki|prince}}. |
− | As he was lead through [[Kapilavatthu]], the capital, he chanced to see a couple of old men who had accidentally wandered near the parade route. Amazed and confused, he chased after them to find out what they were. Then he came across some [[people]] who were severely ill. And finally, he came across a [[funeral]] ceremony by the side of a [[river]], and for the first [[time]] in his [[life]] saw [[death]]. He asked his friend and squire [[Chandaka]] the meaning of all these things, and [[Chandaka]] informed him of the simple [[truths]] that [[Siddhartha]] should have known all along: That all of us get old, sick, and eventually [[die]]. | + | As he was lead through [[Kapilavatthu]], the capital, he chanced to see a couple of old men who had accidentally wandered near the parade route. Amazed and confused, he chased after them to find out what they were. Then he came across some [[people]] who were severely ill. And finally, he came across a [[funeral]] {{Wiki|ceremony}} by the side of a [[river]], and for the first [[time]] in his [[life]] saw [[death]]. He asked his [[friend]] and squire [[Chandaka]] the meaning of all these things, and [[Chandaka]] informed him of the simple [[truths]] that [[Siddhartha]] should have known all along: That all of us get old, sick, and eventually [[die]]. |
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[[Siddhartha]] also saw an [[ascetic]], a [[monk]] who had renounced all the [[pleasures]] of the flesh. The [[peaceful]] look on the [[monks]] face would stay with [[Siddhartha]] for a long [[time]] to come. Later, he would say this about that [[time]]: | [[Siddhartha]] also saw an [[ascetic]], a [[monk]] who had renounced all the [[pleasures]] of the flesh. The [[peaceful]] look on the [[monks]] face would stay with [[Siddhartha]] for a long [[time]] to come. Later, he would say this about that [[time]]: | ||
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When [[ignorant]] [[people]] see someone who is old, they are disgusted and horrified, even though they too will be old some day. I [[thought]] to myself: I don’t want to be like the [[ignorant]] [[people]]. After that, I couldn’t [[feel]] the usual [[intoxication]] with youth anymore. | When [[ignorant]] [[people]] see someone who is old, they are disgusted and horrified, even though they too will be old some day. I [[thought]] to myself: I don’t want to be like the [[ignorant]] [[people]]. After that, I couldn’t [[feel]] the usual [[intoxication]] with youth anymore. | ||
− | When [[ignorant]] [[people]] see someone who is sick, they are disgusted and horrified, even though they too will be sick some day. I [[thought]] to myself: I don’t want to be like the [[ignorant]] [[people]]. After that, I couldn’t [[feel]] the usual [[intoxication]] with health anymore. | + | When [[ignorant]] [[people]] see someone who is sick, they are disgusted and horrified, even though they too will be sick some day. I [[thought]] to myself: I don’t want to be like the [[ignorant]] [[people]]. After that, I couldn’t [[feel]] the usual [[intoxication]] with [[health]] anymore. |
When [[ignorant]] [[people]] see someone who is [[dead]], they are disgusted and horrified, even though they too will be [[dead]] some day. I [[thought]] to myself: I don’t want to be like the [[ignorant]] [[people]]. After than, I couldn’t [[feel]] the usual [[intoxication]] with [[life]] anymore. (AN III.39, interpreted) | When [[ignorant]] [[people]] see someone who is [[dead]], they are disgusted and horrified, even though they too will be [[dead]] some day. I [[thought]] to myself: I don’t want to be like the [[ignorant]] [[people]]. After than, I couldn’t [[feel]] the usual [[intoxication]] with [[life]] anymore. (AN III.39, interpreted) | ||
− | At the age of 29, [[Siddhartha]] came to realize that he could not be [[happy]] living as he had been. He had discovered [[suffering]], and wanted more than anything to discover how one might overcome [[suffering]]. After kissing his [[sleeping]] wife and newborn son [[Rahula]] goodbye, he snuck out of the palace with his squire Chandara and his favorite [[horse]] Kanthaka. He gave away his rich clothing, cut his long [[hair]], and gave the [[horse]] to Chandara and told him to return to the palace. He studied for a while with two famous [[gurus]] of the day, but found their practices lacking. | + | At the age of 29, [[Siddhartha]] came to realize that he could not be [[happy]] living as he had been. He had discovered [[suffering]], and wanted more than anything to discover how one might overcome [[suffering]]. After kissing his [[sleeping]] wife and newborn son [[Rahula]] goodbye, he snuck out of the palace with his squire [[Chandara]] and his favorite [[horse]] [[Kanthaka]]. He gave away his rich clothing, cut his long [[hair]], and gave the [[horse]] to [[Chandara]] and told him to return to the palace. He studied for a while with two famous [[gurus]] of the day, but found their practices lacking. |
− | He then began to practice the austerities and self-mortifications practiced by a group of [[five ascetics]]. For six years, he practiced. The sincerity and intensity of his practice were so astounding that, before long, the [[five ascetics]] became followers of [[Siddhartha]]. But the answers to his questions were not forthcoming. He redoubled his efforts, refusing [[food]] and [[water]], until he was in a state of near [[death]]. | + | He then began to practice the austerities and [[self]]-{{Wiki|mortifications}} practiced by a group of [[five ascetics]]. For six years, he practiced. The sincerity and intensity of his practice were so astounding that, before long, the [[five ascetics]] became followers of [[Siddhartha]]. But the answers to his questions were not forthcoming. He redoubled his efforts, refusing [[food]] and [[water]], until he was in a [[state]] of near [[death]]. |
− | One day, a peasant girl named [[Sujata]] saw this starving [[monk]] and took pity on him. She begged him to eat some of her milk-rice. [[Siddhartha]] then [[realized]] that these extreme practices were leading him nowhere, that in fact it might be better to find some [[middle way]] between the [[extremes]] of the [[life]] of luxury and the [[life]] of [[self-mortification]]. So he ate, and drank, and bathed in the [[river]]. The [[five ascetics]] saw him and concluded that [[Siddhartha]] had given up the [[ascetic]] [[life]] and taken to the ways of the flesh, and left him. | + | One day, a peasant girl named [[Sujata]] saw this starving [[monk]] and took [[pity]] on him. She begged him to eat some of her [[milk-rice]]. [[Siddhartha]] then [[realized]] that these extreme practices were leading him nowhere, that in fact it might be better to find some [[middle way]] between the [[extremes]] of the [[life]] of {{Wiki|luxury}} and the [[life]] of [[self-mortification]]. So he ate, and drank, and bathed in the [[river]]. The [[five ascetics]] saw him and concluded that [[Siddhartha]] had given up the [[ascetic]] [[life]] and taken to the ways of the flesh, and left him. |
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− | In the town of [[Bodh Gaya]], [[Siddhartha]] decided that he would sit under a certain fig [[tree]] as long as it would take for the answers to the problem of [[suffering]] to come. He sat there for many days, first in deep [[concentration]] to clear his [[mind]] of all distractions, then in [[mindfulness]] [[meditation]], opening himself up to the [[truth]]. He began, they say, to recall all his previous [[lives]], and to see everything that was going on in the entire [[universe]]. On the [[full moon]] of May, with the rising of the morning star, [[Siddhartha]] finally understood the answer to the question of [[suffering]] and became the [[Buddha]], which means “he who [[is awake]].” | + | In the town of [[Bodh Gaya]], [[Siddhartha]] decided that he would sit under a certain fig [[tree]] as long as it would take for the answers to the problem of [[suffering]] to come. He sat there for many days, first in deep [[concentration]] to clear his [[mind]] of all {{Wiki|distractions}}, then in [[mindfulness]] [[meditation]], opening himself up to the [[truth]]. He began, they say, to recall all his previous [[lives]], and to see everything that was going on in the entire [[universe]]. On the [[full moon]] of May, with the rising of the morning {{Wiki|star}}, [[Siddhartha]] finally understood the answer to the question of [[suffering]] and became the [[Buddha]], which means “he who [[is awake]].” |
− | It is said that [[Mara]], the [[evil]] one, tried to prevent this great occurrence. He first tried to frighten [[Siddhartha]] with storms and armies of [[demons]]. [[Siddhartha]] remained completely [[calm]]. Then he sent his three [[beautiful]] daughters to tempt him, again to no avail. Finally, he tried to ensnare [[Siddhartha]] in his own [[ego]] by appealing to his | + | It is said that [[Mara]], the [[evil]] one, tried to prevent this great occurrence. He first tried to frighten [[Siddhartha]] with storms and armies of [[demons]]. [[Siddhartha]] remained completely [[calm]]. Then he sent his three [[beautiful]] daughters to tempt him, again to no avail. Finally, he tried to ensnare [[Siddhartha]] in his [[own]] [[ego]] by appealing to his {{Wiki|pride}}. That, too, failed. [[Siddhartha]], having conquered all temptations, touched the ground with one hand and asked the [[earth]] to be his {{Wiki|witness}}. |
[[Siddhartha]], now the [[Buddha]], remained seated under the [[tree]] -- which we call the [[bodhi tree]] -- for many days longer. It seemed to him that this [[knowledge]] he had gained was far too difficult to {{Wiki|communicate}} to others. Legend has it that [[Brahma]], [[king]] of the [[gods]], convinced [[Buddha]] to teach, saying that some of us perhaps have only a little dirt in our [[eyes]] and could [[awaken]] if we only [[heard]] his story. [[Buddha]] agreed to teach. | [[Siddhartha]], now the [[Buddha]], remained seated under the [[tree]] -- which we call the [[bodhi tree]] -- for many days longer. It seemed to him that this [[knowledge]] he had gained was far too difficult to {{Wiki|communicate}} to others. Legend has it that [[Brahma]], [[king]] of the [[gods]], convinced [[Buddha]] to teach, saying that some of us perhaps have only a little dirt in our [[eyes]] and could [[awaken]] if we only [[heard]] his story. [[Buddha]] agreed to teach. | ||
− | At [[Sarnath]] near [[Benares]], about one hundred miles from [[Bodh Gaya]], he came across the [[five ascetics]] he had practiced with for so long. There, in a [[deer park]], he preached his first sermon, which is called “setting the [[wheel]] of the [[teaching]] in motion.” He explained to them the [[Four Noble Truths]] and the [[Eightfold Path]]. They became his very first [[disciples]] and the beginnings of the [[Sangha]] or [[community of monks]]. | + | At [[Sarnath]] near [[Benares]], about one hundred {{Wiki|miles}} from [[Bodh Gaya]], he came across the [[five ascetics]] he had practiced with for so long. There, in a [[deer park]], he [[preached]] his [[first sermon]], which is called “setting the [[wheel]] of the [[teaching]] in {{Wiki|motion}}.” He explained to them the [[Four Noble Truths]] and the [[Eightfold Path]]. They became his very first [[disciples]] and the beginnings of the [[Sangha]] or [[community of monks]]. |
− | [[King]] [[Bimbisara]] of [[Magadha]], having [[heard]] [[Buddha’s]] words, granted him a [[monastery]] near Rahagriha, his capital, for use during the rainy season. This and other generous donations permitted the community of converts to continue their practice throughout the years, and gave many more [[people]] an opportunity to hear the teachings of the [[Buddha]]. | + | [[King]] [[Bimbisara]] of [[Magadha]], having [[heard]] [[Buddha’s]] words, granted him a [[monastery]] near [[Rahagriha]], his capital, for use during the [[rainy season]]. This and other generous {{Wiki|donations}} permitted the {{Wiki|community}} of converts to continue their practice throughout the years, and gave many more [[people]] an opportunity to hear the teachings of the [[Buddha]]. |
− | Over [[time]], he was approached by members of his family, including his wife, son, father, and aunt. His son became a [[monk]] and is particularly remembered in a [[sutra]] based on a [[conversation]] between father and son on the dangers of lying. His father became a lay follower. Because he was saddened by the departures of his son and grandson into the [[monastic]] [[life]], he asked [[Buddha]] to make it a rule that a man must have the [[ | + | Over [[time]], he was approached by members of his [[family]], including his wife, son, father, and aunt. His son became a [[monk]] and is particularly remembered in a [[sutra]] based on a [[conversation]] between father and son on the dangers of {{Wiki|lying}}. His father became a lay follower. Because he was saddened by the departures of his son and grandson into the [[monastic]] [[life]], he asked [[Buddha]] to make it a {{Wiki|rule}} that a man must have the permission of his [[parents]] to become a [[monk]]. [[Buddha]] obliged him. |
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− | His aunt and wife asked to be permitted into the [[Sangha]], which was originally composed only of men. The culture of the [[time]] ranked women far below men in importance, and at first it seemed that permitting women to enter the community would weaken it. But the [[Buddha]] relented, and his aunt and wife became the first [[Buddhist]] [[nuns]]. | + | His aunt and wife asked to be permitted into the [[Sangha]], which was originally composed only of men. The {{Wiki|culture}} of the [[time]] ranked women far below men in importance, and at first it seemed that permitting women to enter the {{Wiki|community}} would weaken it. But the [[Buddha]] relented, and his aunt and wife became the first [[Buddhist]] [[nuns]]. |
− | The [[Buddha]] said that it didn’t matter what a person’s status in the [[world]] was, or what their background or [[wealth]] or nationality might be. All were capable of [[enlightenment]], and all were welcome into the [[Sangha]]. The first [[ordained]] [[Buddhist monk]], [[Upali]], had been a barber, yet he was ranked higher than [[monks]] who had been {{Wiki|kings}}, only because he had taken his [[vows]] earlier than they! | + | The [[Buddha]] said that it didn’t {{Wiki|matter}} what a person’s {{Wiki|status}} in the [[world]] was, or what their background or [[wealth]] or nationality might be. All were capable of [[enlightenment]], and all were welcome into the [[Sangha]]. The first [[ordained]] [[Buddhist monk]], [[Upali]], had been a barber, yet he was ranked higher than [[monks]] who had been {{Wiki|kings}}, only because he had taken his [[vows]] earlier than they! |
− | [[Buddha’s]] [[life]] wasn’t without disappointments. His cousin, [[Devadatta]], was an ambitious man. As a convert and [[monk]], he felt that he should have greater [[power]] in the [[Sangha]]. He managed to [[influence]] quite a few [[monks]] with a call to a return to extreme asceticism. Eventually, he conspired with a local [[king]] to have the [[Buddha]] killed and to take over the [[Buddhist]] community. Of course, he failed. | + | [[Buddha’s]] [[life]] wasn’t without disappointments. His cousin, [[Devadatta]], was an ambitious man. As a convert and [[monk]], he felt that he should have greater [[power]] in the [[Sangha]]. He managed to [[influence]] quite a few [[monks]] with a call to a return to extreme [[asceticism]]. Eventually, he conspired with a local [[king]] to have the [[Buddha]] killed and to take over the [[Buddhist]] {{Wiki|community}}. Of course, he failed. |
− | [[Buddha]] had achieved his [[enlightenment]] at the age of 35. He would teach throughout northeast [[India]] for another 45 years. When the [[Buddha]] was 80 years old, he told his friend and cousin [[Ananda]] that he would be leaving them soon. And so it came to be that in Kushinagara, not a hundred miles from his homeland, he ate some spoiled [[food]] and became very ill. He went into a deep [[meditation]] under a grove of | + | [[Buddha]] had achieved his [[enlightenment]] at the age of 35. He would teach throughout [[northeast]] [[India]] for another 45 years. When the [[Buddha]] was 80 years old, he told his [[friend]] and cousin [[Ananda]] that he would be leaving them soon. And so it came to be that in [[Kushinagara]], not a hundred {{Wiki|miles}} from his homeland, he ate some spoiled [[food]] and became very ill. He went into a deep [[meditation]] under a grove of [[sala trees]] and [[died]]. His last words were... |
[[Impermanent]] are all created things; | [[Impermanent]] are all created things; |
Latest revision as of 04:09, 26 September 2015
The Life of Siddhartha Gautama by Dr. C. George Boeree Shippensburg University
There was a small country in what is now southern Nepal that was ruled by a clan called the Shakyas. The head of this clan, and the king of this country, was named Shuddodana Gautama, and his wife was the beautiful Mahamaya. Mahamaya was expecting her first born. She had had a strange dream in which a baby elephant had blessed her with his trunk, which was understood to be a very auspicious sign to say the least.
As was the custom of the day, when the time came near for Queen Mahamaya to have her child, she traveled to her father's kingdom for the birth. But during the long journey, her birth pains began. In the small town of Lumbini, she asked her handmaidens to assist her to a nearby grove of trees for privacy. One large tree lowered a branch to her to serve as a support for her delivery. They say the birth was nearly painless, even though the child had to be delivered from her side. After, a gentle rain fell on the mother and the child to cleanse them.
It is said that the child was born fully awake. He could speak, and told his mother he had come to free all mankind from suffering. He could stand, and he walked a short distance in each of the four directions. Lotus blossoms rose in his footsteps. They named him Siddhartha, which means "he who has attained his goals." Sadly, Mahamaya died only seven days after the birth. After that Siddhartha was raised by his mother’s kind sister, Mahaprajapati.
King Shuddodana consulted Asita, a well-known sooth-sayer, concerning the future of his son. Asita proclaimed that he would be one of two things: He could become a great king, even an emperor. Or he could become a great sage and savior of humanity. The king, eager that his son should become a king like himself, was determined to shield the child from anything that might result in him taking up the religious life. And so Siddhartha was kept in one or another of their three palaces, and was prevented from experiencing much of what ordinary folk might consider quite commonplace. He was not permitted to see the elderly, the sickly, the dead, or anyone who had dedicated themselves to spiritual practices. Only beauty and health surrounded Siddhartha.
Siddhartha grew up to be a strong and handsome young man. As a prince of the warrior caste, he trained in the arts of war. When it came time for him to marry, he won the hand of a beautiful princess of a neighboring kingdom by besting all competitors at a variety of sports. Yashodhara was her name, and they married when both were 16 years old.
As Siddhartha continued living in the luxury of his palaces, he grew increasing restless and curious about the world beyond the palace walls. He finally demanded that he be permitted to see his people and his lands. The king carefully arranged that Siddhartha should still not see the kind of suffering that he feared would lead him to a religious life, and decried that only young and healthy people should greet the prince.
As he was lead through Kapilavatthu, the capital, he chanced to see a couple of old men who had accidentally wandered near the parade route. Amazed and confused, he chased after them to find out what they were. Then he came across some people who were severely ill. And finally, he came across a funeral ceremony by the side of a river, and for the first time in his life saw death. He asked his friend and squire Chandaka the meaning of all these things, and Chandaka informed him of the simple truths that Siddhartha should have known all along: That all of us get old, sick, and eventually die.
Siddhartha also saw an ascetic, a monk who had renounced all the pleasures of the flesh. The peaceful look on the monks face would stay with Siddhartha for a long time to come. Later, he would say this about that time:
When ignorant people see someone who is old, they are disgusted and horrified, even though they too will be old some day. I thought to myself: I don’t want to be like the ignorant people. After that, I couldn’t feel the usual intoxication with youth anymore.
When ignorant people see someone who is sick, they are disgusted and horrified, even though they too will be sick some day. I thought to myself: I don’t want to be like the ignorant people. After that, I couldn’t feel the usual intoxication with health anymore.
When ignorant people see someone who is dead, they are disgusted and horrified, even though they too will be dead some day. I thought to myself: I don’t want to be like the ignorant people. After than, I couldn’t feel the usual intoxication with life anymore. (AN III.39, interpreted)
At the age of 29, Siddhartha came to realize that he could not be happy living as he had been. He had discovered suffering, and wanted more than anything to discover how one might overcome suffering. After kissing his sleeping wife and newborn son Rahula goodbye, he snuck out of the palace with his squire Chandara and his favorite horse Kanthaka. He gave away his rich clothing, cut his long hair, and gave the horse to Chandara and told him to return to the palace. He studied for a while with two famous gurus of the day, but found their practices lacking.
He then began to practice the austerities and self-mortifications practiced by a group of five ascetics. For six years, he practiced. The sincerity and intensity of his practice were so astounding that, before long, the five ascetics became followers of Siddhartha. But the answers to his questions were not forthcoming. He redoubled his efforts, refusing food and water, until he was in a state of near death.
One day, a peasant girl named Sujata saw this starving monk and took pity on him. She begged him to eat some of her milk-rice. Siddhartha then realized that these extreme practices were leading him nowhere, that in fact it might be better to find some middle way between the extremes of the life of luxury and the life of self-mortification. So he ate, and drank, and bathed in the river. The five ascetics saw him and concluded that Siddhartha had given up the ascetic life and taken to the ways of the flesh, and left him.
In the town of Bodh Gaya, Siddhartha decided that he would sit under a certain fig tree as long as it would take for the answers to the problem of suffering to come. He sat there for many days, first in deep concentration to clear his mind of all distractions, then in mindfulness meditation, opening himself up to the truth. He began, they say, to recall all his previous lives, and to see everything that was going on in the entire universe. On the full moon of May, with the rising of the morning star, Siddhartha finally understood the answer to the question of suffering and became the Buddha, which means “he who is awake.”
It is said that Mara, the evil one, tried to prevent this great occurrence. He first tried to frighten Siddhartha with storms and armies of demons. Siddhartha remained completely calm. Then he sent his three beautiful daughters to tempt him, again to no avail. Finally, he tried to ensnare Siddhartha in his own ego by appealing to his pride. That, too, failed. Siddhartha, having conquered all temptations, touched the ground with one hand and asked the earth to be his witness.
Siddhartha, now the Buddha, remained seated under the tree -- which we call the bodhi tree -- for many days longer. It seemed to him that this knowledge he had gained was far too difficult to communicate to others. Legend has it that Brahma, king of the gods, convinced Buddha to teach, saying that some of us perhaps have only a little dirt in our eyes and could awaken if we only heard his story. Buddha agreed to teach.
At Sarnath near Benares, about one hundred miles from Bodh Gaya, he came across the five ascetics he had practiced with for so long. There, in a deer park, he preached his first sermon, which is called “setting the wheel of the teaching in motion.” He explained to them the Four Noble Truths and the Eightfold Path. They became his very first disciples and the beginnings of the Sangha or community of monks.
King Bimbisara of Magadha, having heard Buddha’s words, granted him a monastery near Rahagriha, his capital, for use during the rainy season. This and other generous donations permitted the community of converts to continue their practice throughout the years, and gave many more people an opportunity to hear the teachings of the Buddha.
Over time, he was approached by members of his family, including his wife, son, father, and aunt. His son became a monk and is particularly remembered in a sutra based on a conversation between father and son on the dangers of lying. His father became a lay follower. Because he was saddened by the departures of his son and grandson into the monastic life, he asked Buddha to make it a rule that a man must have the permission of his parents to become a monk. Buddha obliged him.
His aunt and wife asked to be permitted into the Sangha, which was originally composed only of men. The culture of the time ranked women far below men in importance, and at first it seemed that permitting women to enter the community would weaken it. But the Buddha relented, and his aunt and wife became the first Buddhist nuns.
The Buddha said that it didn’t matter what a person’s status in the world was, or what their background or wealth or nationality might be. All were capable of enlightenment, and all were welcome into the Sangha. The first ordained Buddhist monk, Upali, had been a barber, yet he was ranked higher than monks who had been kings, only because he had taken his vows earlier than they!
Buddha’s life wasn’t without disappointments. His cousin, Devadatta, was an ambitious man. As a convert and monk, he felt that he should have greater power in the Sangha. He managed to influence quite a few monks with a call to a return to extreme asceticism. Eventually, he conspired with a local king to have the Buddha killed and to take over the Buddhist community. Of course, he failed.
Buddha had achieved his enlightenment at the age of 35. He would teach throughout northeast India for another 45 years. When the Buddha was 80 years old, he told his friend and cousin Ananda that he would be leaving them soon. And so it came to be that in Kushinagara, not a hundred miles from his homeland, he ate some spoiled food and became very ill. He went into a deep meditation under a grove of sala trees and died. His last words were...
Impermanent are all created things;
Strive on with awareness.